1 To Extinguish the Flame - (Private/Plot/Travel: Kumo-??) Sat Apr 22, 2017 8:11 pm
Tenmei
D-rank
It was hard to imagine a place more beautiful than this. With its mountain ranges of a rustic deep brown and gold, jutting in to the silvery clouded deep blue sky like a monstrous jaw. Broken only by the pure streaks of white hot energy that clashed against it's surface. It was breath taking. Breath taking like the way those same lightning strikes collided in one place of their own will and the crowning spire of Heaven's tower reaching far above. Impressive like the buildings built on stone and the people made of stronger stuff. And the prison that could somehow hold all of them. Tenmei Sotsuji hated to leave the land hidden among the clouds; but after everything... after everything she had done. There was no way she could stay. But where to go now?
Dear Father, where do I go now?
Thinking about it, naturally Kiri was out of the question. Not only had she taken her turn and burned down a good portion of the country's forests (during an already chaotic time none the less), crushed buildings fighting a giant puppet and near killed more than one Mist shinobi, Tenmei had also picked a fight with the village kage. An act she had repeated in Konoha, making it not the most ideal choice either. So where could she possibly go now? Suna? Where the Jounin couldn't quite catch a breath in a dust covered country. Or how about Iwa? What more trouble could she bring to a place that had once been, and was maybe still, a home to all manner of rogue. No... no. The fire born kunoichi was lost. Well and truly, hopelessly....lost. But not just the kind of lost that she felt when leaving her home in Kiri. It was the feeling she got when leaving Yuuki. When she didn't know where to go because she didn't have anywhere to go. So again.... where could the Sotsuji possibly stay now and not feel like either the world or her own actions against it, would throw her back to this same place.
Don't worry little candle, we will find you a place. Somewhere, where they will never find you.
"Suna? I'm just going remind them of how much they hate me. And..."
Ah, so now she listens. I was starting to think you had forgotten me?
"Forget you? How could I... I have been straining, praying for your voice for months. Didn't you hear me call out when I was in Suna, leaving Kiri? When I first got to Kumo?"
The laugh that echoed through her mind sent a chill down her spine. But that was nothing compared to the frost that prickled beneath her skin when he stopped and held her in silent anticipation.
Oh my poor little flame. I have been here the whole time. Like I always will be. Like I promised. But you, you stopped listening to me. Don't you remember? I told you to not speak to that Ice Witch and yet you silenced me. I said to just kill the clone and be done with both of them, but you hesitated. And then in Suna, I begged you... I. Begged you to continue on to the city to show them that you were still as strong as when you fought in the exams. But no, you stay back where it is safe. And yet you throw that away to go save a child and for what? You held back against the Senju in Konoha, you held back against the one in Kumo; Tenmei, I have been yelling and screaming and praying for you to...Stop. Holding. Back. But you don't. So tell me candle? Why is it that you wont listen anymore?
"I will listen... I will...."
Is it because... you don't need me anymore?
"No. I do... please"
She was shaking. Trembling. Burning. But what caused it? She didn't know. For a moment the jounin thought it was just the storm of her scorched chakra inside, battling against the cold air that leeched it's way in. But it wasn't that. It was the outright war of feelings churning through her form. The confusion , the sadness. The fear. He was right, he had always been right. Tenmei found herself reaching out before her, for the man she had always needed... still needed, even though she knew full well that she couldn't grab hold. And yet she tried. She tried to force back the tears that poured freely down her cheeks. She tried to explain that it wasn't as he thought, that she only silenced him because her head was hurting and that she let go when she did because she wasn't strong enough to hold on anymore. That she saved the child to make him proud; With all the strength and will that she could contain in her inferior form, Tenmei tried all she could to stop him from slipping away from her again. Not again.
"Please.... please don't... don't leave me" Her voice cracked with desperation, laced with fear. The woman took another step forward, arm still outstretched. "I will listen to you better. I will do anything that you say just dont...."
No. It's not just that you don't need me anymore. You don't want me
"NO! Its not true. Stop!"
It's too late
......
Dear Father, where do I go now?
Thinking about it, naturally Kiri was out of the question. Not only had she taken her turn and burned down a good portion of the country's forests (during an already chaotic time none the less), crushed buildings fighting a giant puppet and near killed more than one Mist shinobi, Tenmei had also picked a fight with the village kage. An act she had repeated in Konoha, making it not the most ideal choice either. So where could she possibly go now? Suna? Where the Jounin couldn't quite catch a breath in a dust covered country. Or how about Iwa? What more trouble could she bring to a place that had once been, and was maybe still, a home to all manner of rogue. No... no. The fire born kunoichi was lost. Well and truly, hopelessly....lost. But not just the kind of lost that she felt when leaving her home in Kiri. It was the feeling she got when leaving Yuuki. When she didn't know where to go because she didn't have anywhere to go. So again.... where could the Sotsuji possibly stay now and not feel like either the world or her own actions against it, would throw her back to this same place.
Don't worry little candle, we will find you a place. Somewhere, where they will never find you.
"Suna? I'm just going remind them of how much they hate me. And..."
Ah, so now she listens. I was starting to think you had forgotten me?
"Forget you? How could I... I have been straining, praying for your voice for months. Didn't you hear me call out when I was in Suna, leaving Kiri? When I first got to Kumo?"
The laugh that echoed through her mind sent a chill down her spine. But that was nothing compared to the frost that prickled beneath her skin when he stopped and held her in silent anticipation.
Oh my poor little flame. I have been here the whole time. Like I always will be. Like I promised. But you, you stopped listening to me. Don't you remember? I told you to not speak to that Ice Witch and yet you silenced me. I said to just kill the clone and be done with both of them, but you hesitated. And then in Suna, I begged you... I. Begged you to continue on to the city to show them that you were still as strong as when you fought in the exams. But no, you stay back where it is safe. And yet you throw that away to go save a child and for what? You held back against the Senju in Konoha, you held back against the one in Kumo; Tenmei, I have been yelling and screaming and praying for you to...Stop. Holding. Back. But you don't. So tell me candle? Why is it that you wont listen anymore?
"I will listen... I will...."
Is it because... you don't need me anymore?
"No. I do... please"
She was shaking. Trembling. Burning. But what caused it? She didn't know. For a moment the jounin thought it was just the storm of her scorched chakra inside, battling against the cold air that leeched it's way in. But it wasn't that. It was the outright war of feelings churning through her form. The confusion , the sadness. The fear. He was right, he had always been right. Tenmei found herself reaching out before her, for the man she had always needed... still needed, even though she knew full well that she couldn't grab hold. And yet she tried. She tried to force back the tears that poured freely down her cheeks. She tried to explain that it wasn't as he thought, that she only silenced him because her head was hurting and that she let go when she did because she wasn't strong enough to hold on anymore. That she saved the child to make him proud; With all the strength and will that she could contain in her inferior form, Tenmei tried all she could to stop him from slipping away from her again. Not again.
"Please.... please don't... don't leave me" Her voice cracked with desperation, laced with fear. The woman took another step forward, arm still outstretched. "I will listen to you better. I will do anything that you say just dont...."
No. It's not just that you don't need me anymore. You don't want me
"NO! Its not true. Stop!"
It's too late
......