She could have sworn she heard him say something, a hushed whisper like the wind, but thought otherwise. In her condition, it was likely she could have made it up despite the down-to-earth nature she so readily expressed; sharp, surgical precision that now seemed all over the place in a moment of drunken vulnerability. The young woman truly was grateful for his help, and strolled down the street beside him contentedly, not very graceful, but attempting to act as such.
The residential street came into view, illuminated by dim lights, and even dimmer stars. Stark contrast to the milky orb hanging low in the blackening sky, acting as a watcher to all who stepped into the pallid glow. Her house was so close, but for some reason, she did not feel pleased. Recalling, in the back of her mind, the silence that would definitely be there to greet her. It dropped like a heavy rock in her chest, writhing painfully. But things had to go back to normal routine, hadn't they?
As if the man beside her had shared the same sentiment, he sighed a heavy sound and folded his arms behind his head as if in contemplation. Most likely, he was.
“Well Hattori-chan, it has been quite a day for me. First, I trained with a new friend from Kiri, learning from him by getting my butt kicked pretty bad, then I went on a mission where I fought three, not one, not two, but three missing-nin who were trying to kill my charge. I fought them off but it was the first time I had been in a life or death fight.” The shinobi spoke up, startling her out of her trance at watching the flickering sky. So he had been in a dangerous situation, just as he had implied earlier that night when their conversation was still young and introductions to be made. And when he continued, smiling and informing her he was pleased he survived as he would not have had the evening he did, she frowned. Ever so slight. A twitch of her lips that could have been seen as a mere muscle spasm.
That's correct. If he had not acted the way he had done, he could have ended up in the hospital, or worse. And she would never have met him; this meeting null and void if the situation had played out differently. The Hattori woman glanced up into his dark eyes, wondering, if his success had not been the case, where would she be now? Still lurking in her house, waiting for the next day to arrive? Would they have even met? Her mind clicked with a whirlwind of considerations, what-ifs and possibilities of a different night if she had not visited the pub, and instead focused on his voice. Low and rumbling in his chest as he continued.
He brought up an old man, his musings directed to the beginning of their meeting, and she could not help the little chuckle that crept up the back of her throat. Quiet, but audible.
'Thank goodness I was not an old man? Well, I could not agree more.' “In all honestly, now I’m so happy that it was you who walked in, because I don’t think there’s another person in this village I would have rather spent my time with.” Shimada's composure went south. Buried underneath a flustered expression the woman so desperately tried to keep to herself; a prickle of heat threatening to travel up the back of her neck.
"A-Ah, you're doing it again, I see. Trying to make me more disheveled than I already am? You're words are kind, almost too cruel, to paint me in such a picture." She answered truthfully, slightly embarrassed at the aspect he was so content in her presence.
"You point me out to be more than I am actually worth, but as they say," her ruby eyes flickered with contained emotion,
"flattery will get you no where." Stating this, she paused as the pair stopped in front of her house; a quaint two story building devoid of life and light. Reminding her of the loneliness, the ghosts of the past, dancing between the walls. She did not feel like waltzing in to disrupt the dust right away, and remained outside.
Lingering on the precipice of companionship and isolation.
Shimada, all ruby eyes and bloody red hair, gazed up at the man who now stood across from her. He stared, studying her as if wanting to commit all detail to memory, and she, too. Acting as if they were parting for a while. The strong curve of his jaw, lips dancing with a faint smirk. A laugh just buried below the surface; reserved for good intentions. The way he held himself with a strength she wished to posses in her own confidence. But even then he denoted a sliver of nervousness. Lingering anxiety.
It was in the way he rambled, awkward, as if afraid he may forever lose her presence. Something like a vulnerability he concealed deep down behind a warm countenance. The young man, tall and looming above her in the glow of the streetlight, had expressed a face she had never seen from him until then. And still, she was not ready to share her own. The pathetic, weak creature that resided within her heart, bitter and sad; carrying with it a depressed exhaustion. Regret of tragedies she was trying to repair.
"No, please..." She broke in quietly, trying, in all the world, to sound remotely intoxicated; having sobered up moments ago from her thoughts.
"I actually had a fun time. Enough to get me through the night, and to have even found a companion in the midst of it all? Even better. Do not regret it." Murmuring, Shimada approached him under the light, soft shadows falling into her eyes. She could not believe she was committing the personal act, but it was better than leaving him awkwardly standing there wondering if she expressed similar regards.
Though her sandals did not provide much leverage, she stood on her toes, unstable, but held carefully. Splaying a pale hand on one of his shoulders, she pushed herself up higher, and, as gentle as could be, brushed her thin lips against his left cheek. It was the least she could do for all he had done. The woman, crimson hair silvery red in the illumination, pulled back and permitted a faint smile. One that did not match the tired pain in her eyes. Hoping, if anything, the mask of apathy she was slowly retreating back into would conceal it for her.
She was too exhausted tonight to bother with keeping up jovial appearances, and with the alcohol finally running thin in her blood, figured it best to let herself drift back into natural indifference. The smile still remaining, hoping the young man could see she was content with his being there. That parting ways had not changed the bond they slowly formed.
"Thanks for everything, really. I think meeting up again would be a great idea. I'm open to anything, but if you ever want to train, just drop on by. You know where I live." Twisting around, she slipped off towards the doorway of her house, pausing to stand on the front steps for just a moment to watch him. To see him safely leave for the direction of his own place of residence.
Or, perhaps, just to witness how he would react one last time. After all, their time together that night was almost over.
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