1 Call me by your sanded name [Takao / Invite only] Sun Jun 23, 2019 9:41 pm
Kisei
B-rank
This was was hell, absolute hell...
I don't need to imagine it, it's right in front of me! The shops are in flames, the peoples are screaming, and the administration building. Oh god.. please. I can't even see it with all the smoke...!
Look around! Everything is gone! The people I knew are dead. Shouto bled out from what left of his ashen body could be recovered. N'Jobu was covered in his own insects, body cut to shreds, while little Joe and the hundred other insects mourned their dead master.
Just as things couldn't get any worse, it was there. Amid the smoke and flames, the same man that had slaughtered the Sunagakure, had butchered his brother on B-ordis' video cam, they stood before a bloody and beaten Takao. Then they raised their sword, covered in the entrails of his previous victims. Fear leapt in the back of my throat and I jumped forward screaming out his name, desperately trying to get their in time. Tears blotched my face as I charged forward with everything I had. "TAKAO!!!"
"Kisei stay back!" He called out to me. Then, with a swing of the murderer's blade, the scene faded to black. The last thing I felt were the tears sliding down my face. When I opened my eyes again a whole different world was there.
"Kisei! Wake up, come on stay with me." A voice called above me. "Beloved, awaken!" Another voice to the side. I blinked the blackness of my eyes and settled down against the sheets. Then opened my eyes to see an extremely worried Shouto and a teary eyed Ai, floating as you do; as a hallucination.
"Hey, hey. Are you alright, you were screaming and crying so I came up to check on you-"
"Hey Sumiko, get your ass off Kisei, you're going to suffocate him!" So protested, but as only I could see them, of course, Shouto did not follow their pleas. Even when So very convincingly tried to push the sumiko off of me. It would have been hilarious if I were in any other mood. The heart clenching image of Takao getting offed like that, still had me shaking on the bed. "I-i-i... So... D...t. let... Takao..." I whimpered pathetically. I opened my mouth to weakly protest that I was fine, but I could manage to speak. But it was fine, everything was fine, nightmares were something I've dealt with before.
It wasn't fine.
Slowly, I wrapped my arms around both Shouto and Ai, feeling both of their words and warmth comfort me. Taking whatever support I could while I cried, and sobbed and snotted all over them both.
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Episodes like that weren't an uncommon thing with Shinobi it seemed. At least with those in constant warfare and conflict. A good deal of the veterans have therapy to deal with this. Though logically I knew that I needed to talk to someone professional, (Shouto I love you with all my heart, but I do need someone who studies this for a living), I was still too fucking proud for my own good. "If I go one with my life everything will be fine, it will be fine." I lied to myself.
Either way, I didn't have time for break downs or nightmares. Today was a new day. Like my meeting with the late Kazekage Midori, the late Hokage Rippa, I'm spending a little bit of time with the Kage. Though unlike before with Rippa, this was considerably less formal. I've come across Takao a few times in passing since my admission into the village Shinobi forces, as well as Root of course, and he had seemed a bit busy more often than not. So I asked him if I could help him with anything. Obviously, paper work came up, so I decided to meet him early in the morning to spend the day assisting with anything he needed help with. Or taking over his work while he took a break. Whatever really.
Swinging the umbrella open over my shoulders, donned in his traditional black vest and black pants, he headed out to meet... No.. I headed out to meet with Takao. A dizzying feeling swirled around my brain for a bit, making it impossible to concentrate. I shook my head a few times and it cleared. "Hm.. interesting." I shrugged it off and continued towards the Administration building, closing the umbrella as I passed through the doors, and silently made my way to the office. My chest heaved in a deep breath, shaking out any more jitters from this morning. I tapped the door a few times with the steel tip of my second closest companion before returning it to my side.
"Takao, it's me Kisei. Do you mind opening up?"
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"Imagine, A World on Fire."
I don't need to imagine it, it's right in front of me! The shops are in flames, the peoples are screaming, and the administration building. Oh god.. please. I can't even see it with all the smoke...!
"Strike Once, so hard that ne'er may you need to attempt a second."
Look around! Everything is gone! The people I knew are dead. Shouto bled out from what left of his ashen body could be recovered. N'Jobu was covered in his own insects, body cut to shreds, while little Joe and the hundred other insects mourned their dead master.
"All the time in the world could not prepare us to lose everything."
Just as things couldn't get any worse, it was there. Amid the smoke and flames, the same man that had slaughtered the Sunagakure, had butchered his brother on B-ordis' video cam, they stood before a bloody and beaten Takao. Then they raised their sword, covered in the entrails of his previous victims. Fear leapt in the back of my throat and I jumped forward screaming out his name, desperately trying to get their in time. Tears blotched my face as I charged forward with everything I had. "TAKAO!!!"
"Kisei stay back!" He called out to me. Then, with a swing of the murderer's blade, the scene faded to black. The last thing I felt were the tears sliding down my face. When I opened my eyes again a whole different world was there.
"Kisei! Wake up, come on stay with me." A voice called above me. "Beloved, awaken!" Another voice to the side. I blinked the blackness of my eyes and settled down against the sheets. Then opened my eyes to see an extremely worried Shouto and a teary eyed Ai, floating as you do; as a hallucination.
"Hey, hey. Are you alright, you were screaming and crying so I came up to check on you-"
"Hey Sumiko, get your ass off Kisei, you're going to suffocate him!" So protested, but as only I could see them, of course, Shouto did not follow their pleas. Even when So very convincingly tried to push the sumiko off of me. It would have been hilarious if I were in any other mood. The heart clenching image of Takao getting offed like that, still had me shaking on the bed. "I-i-i... So... D...t. let... Takao..." I whimpered pathetically. I opened my mouth to weakly protest that I was fine, but I could manage to speak. But it was fine, everything was fine, nightmares were something I've dealt with before.
It wasn't fine.
Slowly, I wrapped my arms around both Shouto and Ai, feeling both of their words and warmth comfort me. Taking whatever support I could while I cried, and sobbed and snotted all over them both.
---
Episodes like that weren't an uncommon thing with Shinobi it seemed. At least with those in constant warfare and conflict. A good deal of the veterans have therapy to deal with this. Though logically I knew that I needed to talk to someone professional, (Shouto I love you with all my heart, but I do need someone who studies this for a living), I was still too fucking proud for my own good. "If I go one with my life everything will be fine, it will be fine." I lied to myself.
Either way, I didn't have time for break downs or nightmares. Today was a new day. Like my meeting with the late Kazekage Midori, the late Hokage Rippa, I'm spending a little bit of time with the Kage. Though unlike before with Rippa, this was considerably less formal. I've come across Takao a few times in passing since my admission into the village Shinobi forces, as well as Root of course, and he had seemed a bit busy more often than not. So I asked him if I could help him with anything. Obviously, paper work came up, so I decided to meet him early in the morning to spend the day assisting with anything he needed help with. Or taking over his work while he took a break. Whatever really.
Swinging the umbrella open over my shoulders, donned in his traditional black vest and black pants, he headed out to meet... No.. I headed out to meet with Takao. A dizzying feeling swirled around my brain for a bit, making it impossible to concentrate. I shook my head a few times and it cleared. "Hm.. interesting." I shrugged it off and continued towards the Administration building, closing the umbrella as I passed through the doors, and silently made my way to the office. My chest heaved in a deep breath, shaking out any more jitters from this morning. I tapped the door a few times with the steel tip of my second closest companion before returning it to my side.
"Takao, it's me Kisei. Do you mind opening up?"
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