As the little crow watched on as his new master, the Oni-Sensei, Samuru danced the bloody dance of war his mind began to race. He was to be the shield of kirigakure. He was to be the defender of the land of mist and a grand hero that stood in the way of all that would taint the pure mist that gave comfort to his family...but there was the issue. There was the problem. He had pledged himself to the mist and yet here was his own father rallying against them and not in any historic or powerful way but instead as a mere thug. The man who had run a small store by day was now handling youths and pushing them to rise against the village that had provided them comfort and now, as a shinobi as his own father had hoped for him, he was now in a position to stop him. It may have appeared that the little shinobi was taking this lightly, throwing away what was happening and not giving a care in the world. It was all but a joke but it was far from the truth. The truth was in fact that the shinobi himself was being ripped apart emotionally and of course mentally. Everything he was basing his life on was to ensure that his father and mother would be proud of their heroic son wielding the sword of the mist slaying the enemies that may oppose the intimidating village, but to then throw that away for what? For revolution? What were they even revolting against? It drove the little shinobi mad thinking of what could possibly be the motivation for this heel turn.
Samuru was someone he could rely on, and yet Samuru was not a native of Kirigakure instead opting to serve the village out of a mere whim. Does that make he the hero of this tale? Does it make a stranger who had no reason to be around a village with no attachment to that place the true hero of kirigakure for striking down those that meant no harm? The little crow began to place his hand on his face, slowly rubbing his temples as he began to think or rather try to capture the thoughts that were spinning about his head. The flash of blood sprayed from his father causing Xiao Guan to attempt to steel his resolve, trying his best not to react and lash out. His body lurched forward and tensed as he tried to remain in a state of an audience rather than a participant. His hand tensed as he could feel that familiar 'bloat' of emotion his stomach growing slowly and yet present enough that it was almost unbearable not to strike something. He grew more and more frustrated as he opted to instead strike the roof top as hard as his frail body would allow. Striking again and again until he felt his flesh splinter and shift as they began to rip and tear pieces of the terracotta of the roof being found within his wound as blood began to gently seep forward causing the shinobi to feel the stinging sensation of a scrape. The shinobi continued to watch on, his mouth grinning and a fake smile plastered firmly across his face. Inside he was a thunderstorm but outside he was simply a grinning side kick loyal to the great mist village.
As Samuru continued his assault swinging his axe, as it flew through the air the little shinobi watched with a twisted face, a smile still firmly stuck on it but inside his body feeling as if it was in complete tortion ready to explode outward. He almost cried out, almost screamed shouted, he wanted to scream for the wandering shinobi to leave his father alone. He had assumed they would just arrest him, assumed they would just shackle his father and question him but that was not the way of the shinobi, instead the axe flew threw the air and Xiao Guan finally understood. It didn't matter what he felt. It didn't matter what he wanted. He was a cog in the system of the shinobi. He was a tool, not a person, he was just something kirigakure could use. But what did that mean? Was his father and mother shaping him to be their own downfall? Were they hoping to build him up just to use against the village? He wanted answers, he needed answers, he just wanted to know why. Why was this happening and why did it have to be this way? The little shinobi had no idea how to articulate it fully, he had no concept of this melancholic emotion he was feeling, the growing nihilism in his mind of how pointless it all was, how pointless every last thing he had wished for done and been raised towards was pointless.
Then, there it was. An axe had hit his own fathers neck as blood sprayed across the street. Samuru emotionless retort and motion as he cut down the remainder, shaming his father as he watched the crimson life force drip down the cobbled streets of Kirigakure. With no care that he had taken his father's life. Was this what it meant to be a shinobi, to bring harm to others with no care of the ramifications? To only further the goals of whoever pointed you at the 'enemy'. The concept was alien to the naive young shinobi and it drove him to grit his teeth glaring down at Samuru. As Samuru dislodged his axe...so too was Xiao Guan's ambitions of heroics, of the way of the shinobi dislodged.
He began to walk away but little did he know that Xiao Guan had made a promise right then and there. A promise he would keep in his heart. Shinobi, in all their forms, in all their works, in everything they do were weapons. Not heroes.
“Come on, Xiao. There’s no point in being here. Let them pick themselves up. They won’t ever form up again.”
His sensei called out causing the little crow's body to react in a curious way. For some reason, one he couldn't fully understand he didn't cry out and scream, he didn't rage and didn't wish to bring pain on Samuru. No, instead he pleasantly smiled a hollow smile while his entire body screamed out. He grinned, calmly placing his hands behind his back as he hopped next to the wandering shinobi.
As he walked slowly he passed his fathers corpse, staring at it for a moment as he watched the crimson liquid flow down the street. Just like that his entire life had changed. Just like that everything had changed. He knew he should have followed Samuru. He knew he couldn't show weakness. Closing his eyes for a minute and tensing his hand he made a promise to himself, something hidden and deep within but it was no time to reveal this as of yet. It was not time to reinvent himself when he had not even taken a step.
"...One day..." he muttered to himself as he began to follow Samuru.
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Total Word Count: 2980