Mitsuo allowed her hug and even returned it, along with a kiss to her head, which had her smiling quite a bit despite everything going on. Tears continued to pour down Kaia's cheeks unrestrained. The grasp she had held so tightly on her emotions was gone, but this was by no means a bad thing as a good cry was exactly what the child needed. Mitsuo then repeated that he was sorry and said that he would tell them everything before wiping away his own tears and Kaia's who let him without issue. She sniffled a bit but otherwise remained quiet, prepared to listen to Mitsuo's reasonings for making the decision he had made.
"I am sure you have heard of the Aoi Bara, perhaps even that they had assassinated the Raikage Reika Misora. Reika was someone whom I respected greatly, her strength unparalleled and her leadership skills something to be admired as well... Many years ago, back when Takeshi had first stepped down as Hokage, my lover Kimaru was murdered in front of me. He was the last of the people that I was close to, my entire family having been killed off before that situation. The man who was responsible for his death was one of the higher up politicians in Konoha, someone who was pulling the strings from the shadows, but we were trying to bring him down. That was what ultimately lead to Kimaru's death..." Another tear rolled down Mitsuo's cheek as he mentioned an individual whom Kaia had never heard of, and almost in an automatic sort of way she reached up and wiped away that tear for him much like he had done for her.
Still, Kaia listened in silence as Mitsuo continued on with his story. "When Mitsuhide stepped up as Hokage I took the opportunity to try to get at the shadow politicion, but I knew that I couldn't do it from the village. I faked my own death, went to Sunagakure on a mission, completed it of course, and made it look like I had died in the process by using the body destruction jutsu on one of the men there and leaving some of my items near the body so that they would think it was me. There was no way they could find out it wasn't. After that I went to Iwa and met up with an old friend in Tsuyo Hyuga, Kimaru's brother. He told me that he was working on an organization that would stamp out corruption and crime, and that he wanted me to join him, and together we could avenge the death of his brother and my lover. He offered me a position in the Aoi Bara, and I accepted, becoming his right hand man." So, her father had been a criminal? That... probably should have bothered Kaia. By all rights it should have. Yet, it didn't. Even as a young child she understood the need for revenge. Mitsuo had lost someone very close to him, someone he loved, so it only made sense that he would want to use any means possible to go after and destroy the person who did it. It was simply something Kaia couldn't and wouldn't fault him for.
"The man who killed the Raikage was someone who had attacked Konoha when I was younger and was partially responsible for my father's death. He was not a member of Aoi Bara, but he had been in contact with us and was seeking asylum with us. Tsuyo denied him as he was unstable and was as likely to turn on us as to work with us, but it didn't matter. He was believed to have ties with us and that led to an unfortunate issue. While the rest of us were in Kiri trying to save the village from Seven Bells, Tame was in Kumo killing Reika. It was pinned on Aoi Bara and anyone who was known to have ties with the organization was to be thrown in prison and executed. The murder of a Kage is no joke, and I was afraid. Mitsuhide found out I was still alive and I wasn't sure that he hadn't pieced together my association with Aoi Bara, and if he had wanted to he could have led to me being killed. I did what I had to do, and while I regretted it every single day, when I left the lands of the Shinobi I did so to save my own life, for to stay behind would have been suicide...I thought..." He would have died. His reasoning for leaving was because he feared that if he stayed he would have died due to his associations. It was a lot for a little girl to process but she was and in a way it did make sense: she just wished he would have said something to her first, explained things to her in a way that would have kept her safe and him as well while also allowing her to know she wasn't just being abandoned. However, he seemed to have a reason for that too. "I thought that by not telling you, you two could think I had died and move on, forget about me and after a while of pain you could be happy. I wasn't ever going to come back, I was fully prepared to die in the outside world. But I couldn't stop thinking about you two, my two loves in the man who had taken my heart and the little girl who had saved my life when I was at my lowest. You two were never out of my mind, and you were the reason I ended up coming home, even though I could potentially still be put on trial for the murder of Reika and killed, I risked it because I...I couldn't be away from you any longer..."
Mitsuo's whole story was tragic, but the reasoning behind his leaving made sense even for her young mind. He had done what he thought he had to to survive and it had eaten away at him every moment of every day. He hadn't liked leaving them behind anymore than they had liked him leaving. Once more Kaia wrapped her arms around him and hugged him tightly. She couldn't hold a grudge against him now that she knew the truth, and she wasn't the type of person to do so anyway. She just hoped he would never have to go away again. Before she had a chance to speak however Strafe began to state his thoughts: "I understand why you decided to leave without telling me, I do... It doesn't make this any easier though. If anything good comes of this situation, it should be a lesson. Trust me, even if we aren't together and you fear what I might do or say, just please trust me. I won't let you down... I've wished for this moment for what seems like forever. I won't make you regret this choice. Your secrets will always be safe with me. You should know that. I left Kirigakure to be with you, and my return to Kirigakure didn't go as smoothly as this did. Solstice could have killed me in our fight, and might have had it not been for the assassin that appeared. I understand what you are going through more than you know. You are safe with Kirigakure, and anyone that thinks otherwise is welcome to try to invade Kirigakure for your head. I would die before I would let you go again. Strafe seemed to pause then, hugging Kaia who returned the gesture with her usual gusto. Her own eyes were dry now, all of the tears she could possibly shed having done so, leaving them red and puffy like Mitsuo's had been when he first arrived.
"Mitsuo, let me be clear. If you ever do this again, it will not be outside villages that you have to worry about. It will be me. I don't know that I could control myself if you hurt us like this again, regardless of how many good intentions you had. It's not a threat, just trying to be honest with you." Strafe's next words made Kaia flinch slightly: it was something she too feared. She didn't want Mitsuo to leave again. Even if their family would now be quite strange with her having two fathers, a mother, and a brother she felt there was nothing wrong with it and that it could somehow work. People had dysfunctional families all of the time, so why couldn't her family work with some extra love thrown in? It just meant an extra person to buy birthday and Christmas gifts for, or an extra present for on Father's Day. She could deal with that: she would love it.
"This means I get to have an extra special family: two daddys, a mommy, and a brother.", Kaia stated, beaming happily as she did so, showing easily enough she was perfectly fine with this idea. She had no intentions of holding this against Mitsuo, though she did hope that he stuck around: Strafe was right, no one would get to him in Kiri - they'd have a fight on their hands if they tried. It steeled her determination to become as strong as possible as fast as possible, too - more so than it already had been.
"Please don't leave again... I'm tired of people leaving. My best friend left me..." A frown formed on her face as she thought about Shitai and what had happened. She found herself taking a moment to wonder where her "monster" friend as she called herself had ended up: if she was even still alive. She wanted to say more, to explain things, but she didn't even know where to begin with the whole story. It took her a moment before it all formed together in her mind in a way that would make sense. "Shitai was supposed to help me... She was a Genin like I had been before my promotion. We were helping with a very dangerous mission... an S ranked one. Because we were kids we were perfect for it: and we were needed. Plus, I wanted to help daddy out... When we got almost to where we were supposed to be Shitai suddenly took off; she left me there alone." Alone, in likely the most dangerous situation she would ever be in in her entire life. It was still a lot to wrap her head around. "Daddy thankfully made a clone, and that clone changed itself to look like my new brother, so we were able to finish... but I don't think I can handle you leaving again; or anyone leaving again." Betrayal in is rawest form was something hard to talk about, but at least her story was out: if anything it would explain how she was feeling, and help explain why she didn't want Mitsuo to leave - while she couldn't handle it if anyone left her again no matter who they were.
Even now she could feel the sinking feeling in her gut, feel her emotions begin to bottom out as if this sinking feeling were trying to draw them in again and numb her out. She didn't want that. She wanted to be happy. Instead of focusing on these feelings she reached out, hugging Mitsuo with one arm and Strafe with the other - as much as she could anyway considering she was still so small and thus her reach wasn't all that great.
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