1 In need of a distraction [Private, Nokill] Sat Jun 04, 2016 11:42 pm
Kaiya
D-rank
Kaiya walked through Sunagakure’s grand bazaar in a rather distant way. She just wasn't feeling particularly well. But that wasn’t surprising. Her first real mission hadn't gone well… or had gone well… depending on how you looked at it. She was sent to kill a drug dealer… And the village was minus one drug dealer at the moment… due to Kaiya… so one might suppose her mission went just fine. But… Kaiya had never killed another human being before. Deer, rabbits, scorpions, etc sure, but never another human being. And because of this recent turn of events she just wasn't feeling herself at the moment. They say the first time to kill is always the hardest… She hopes so… she didn't want to vomit all over the place every time that was for sure. She’d been sent to kill him… and had done so… yet afterwards, had frantically checked his pulse, each time hoping to feel it. But it was gone. Her job was done. She hasn't been prepared… but she couldn't have been, and knew that going in. You are never prepared for something like that. They say you are never truly a shinobi in till you have blood on your hands. Dear Lord did everyone feel this way when they killed someone for the first time? He was a drug dealer… It had to be done… People died of drugs, wasted their entire life on drugs… she loathes them and all who sold, made, or profited directly from them. How many lives had that drug dealer helped ruin? And yet… it was so confusing, regretting and not regretting your actions at the same time. Kaiya found herself becoming lost in thought about it frequently… And… having dreams. Dear God the dreams.
Kaiya shook her head and looked around herself as if just getting her bearings. Come on… Something… Someone… give her a distraction. Worrying about it was pointless. But… She was helpless.to stop herself on this matter. She needed a distraction. Something to do or think about that was entirely unrelated to the recent events of her life. Kaiya got out a large strip of deer jerky. It was more expensive here, but that's why she bought deer meat in the border towns near the land of fire. Kaiya tore a much smaller strip off with her teeth and chewed it in a perfunctory sort of way. As if eating jerky was expected of her but her heart was not in it. Kaiya sighed and continued on, gnawing on her jerky. It was the good kind. The dehydrated kind, not the crappy soft kind. Kazui loved the good kind. The jerky with no moisture in Iran as if every bit of water was pulled out of it leaving a big strip of dry, tough meat. The kind of jerky you carry a big price of and rip a strip off of with your teeth and chew on for a bit. Some people loved bacon, and bacon is all fine well and good, but if you want some real meat, you need deer jerky. Venison is the best meat.
Kaiya examined a nearby stall, which had things from the other villages for sale. She wouldn't get anything though. Kaiya wasn't rich, food took much of her money. Fruit and veggies tended to be more expensive in the middle of the desert after all. Kaiya sighed slightly and walked on, trying to ignore a few stares. Kaiya tended to draw attention. Partly it was her eyes. Kaiya had very strange eyes. A normal eye was composed of, visually, a while sclera, a colored iris, and a black pupil. Kaiya’s eyes each had a black sclera, and not dark grey but genuine black. And her irises were a bright, very bright blue. In addition, her lips and fingernails were black. It was a genetic issue causing rather odd hyperpigmentation. Something she heard she had inherited from her grandfather. Her hair was black, and was a tad long, roughly shoulder length. She kept it In a high ponytail. Her hair also had the odd quality of seeming almost blue, because while black, when light reflected off her shiny hair, it seemed to reflect a darker blue color. As did her lips and fingernails. Though this was simple dye. Her hair was a normal black color, but she liked adding the blue dye to achieve a cool look. It was the eyes that bugged most people. Many assumed she had a doujutsu, or wore colored contacts. Her clothing, however, was fortunately not drawing attention, for Kaiya was fairly modest. She wore a simple sandy-white blouse and a blue skirt maxi skirt, with short spandex shorts on under it, just In case. Kaiya hated the idea of flashing her panties should something happen. Kaiya tried to find a way to distract herself again, lest she fall back down into pointless anxiety. It was while looking at another stall that she bumped into someone else, apparently distracted enough by thoughts she didn't wish to think, she hadn't been paying attention to where she was going. "Sorry..."
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Kaiya shook her head and looked around herself as if just getting her bearings. Come on… Something… Someone… give her a distraction. Worrying about it was pointless. But… She was helpless.to stop herself on this matter. She needed a distraction. Something to do or think about that was entirely unrelated to the recent events of her life. Kaiya got out a large strip of deer jerky. It was more expensive here, but that's why she bought deer meat in the border towns near the land of fire. Kaiya tore a much smaller strip off with her teeth and chewed it in a perfunctory sort of way. As if eating jerky was expected of her but her heart was not in it. Kaiya sighed and continued on, gnawing on her jerky. It was the good kind. The dehydrated kind, not the crappy soft kind. Kazui loved the good kind. The jerky with no moisture in Iran as if every bit of water was pulled out of it leaving a big strip of dry, tough meat. The kind of jerky you carry a big price of and rip a strip off of with your teeth and chew on for a bit. Some people loved bacon, and bacon is all fine well and good, but if you want some real meat, you need deer jerky. Venison is the best meat.
Kaiya examined a nearby stall, which had things from the other villages for sale. She wouldn't get anything though. Kaiya wasn't rich, food took much of her money. Fruit and veggies tended to be more expensive in the middle of the desert after all. Kaiya sighed slightly and walked on, trying to ignore a few stares. Kaiya tended to draw attention. Partly it was her eyes. Kaiya had very strange eyes. A normal eye was composed of, visually, a while sclera, a colored iris, and a black pupil. Kaiya’s eyes each had a black sclera, and not dark grey but genuine black. And her irises were a bright, very bright blue. In addition, her lips and fingernails were black. It was a genetic issue causing rather odd hyperpigmentation. Something she heard she had inherited from her grandfather. Her hair was black, and was a tad long, roughly shoulder length. She kept it In a high ponytail. Her hair also had the odd quality of seeming almost blue, because while black, when light reflected off her shiny hair, it seemed to reflect a darker blue color. As did her lips and fingernails. Though this was simple dye. Her hair was a normal black color, but she liked adding the blue dye to achieve a cool look. It was the eyes that bugged most people. Many assumed she had a doujutsu, or wore colored contacts. Her clothing, however, was fortunately not drawing attention, for Kaiya was fairly modest. She wore a simple sandy-white blouse and a blue skirt maxi skirt, with short spandex shorts on under it, just In case. Kaiya hated the idea of flashing her panties should something happen. Kaiya tried to find a way to distract herself again, lest she fall back down into pointless anxiety. It was while looking at another stall that she bumped into someone else, apparently distracted enough by thoughts she didn't wish to think, she hadn't been paying attention to where she was going. "Sorry..."
Word Count: 851