1 A Shadow's Return? Who Is the Man in the Mask? [Naota or Invite. NK] Wed Mar 09, 2016 5:20 pm
Kenta Inuzuka
D-rank
How long had it been? How many years? Decades? Hours? Seconds? He didn't even know anymore, not really. There was some sense of the passing of time; of aging and growing and losing and lost; but that didn't mean much to him anymore. He wasn't who he was when he left, that much was sure. He wasn't the same man, he wasn't even sure he was human anymore sometimes. He'd long ago given up any guise of humanity; it was too difficult to be a human in the wildlands; even more so given everything he'd done and seen and been since he'd left in the depths of that night so long ago; so many forgotten years ago. Did anyone still think of him?
Did anyone remember he'd even existed?
Did his children?
Did his husband?
Did they even exist, or was it all just a fever dream, concocted by the depths of his subconscious mind on the long nights of sickness and pain and fear; when a fire was beyond his ability and he could focus only on the next wet, painful cough that brought the idea of oxygen into his screaming lungs and aching veins. Ideas to sooth a lonely heart and shattered soul; lost to the animal within just to survive the long hell of his exile.
No... not exile. He wasn't exiled, was he? Why had he left? Something about.. danger... and plots to kill the kage... and... his children... keep them safe...
His children...
Little Hiroyuki, so tiny and pale... the picture of his father. Yuki, dark and strong and just like her grandmother, but with her father's golden eyes and her dad's red hair. Temaki, loud and bright eyed and so focused even at a day old, troublemaker from the moment she took her first breath.
Would they even know his name, after all these years did they know their father, they loving dotting father that spoiled them silly and coddled them like no Inuzuka had ever been because he couldn't imagine them suffering as he had for so many years...
Could he ever be father to them again; he'd left them without a word and without explanation; with only a letter to Michizuka sending his love and promising to be home one day soon to keep his memory alive. If his replacement had kept to the plan, then Kenta's legacy would have been wiped from the records; reduced and minimized and crushed; anything to keep his family safe from those that would target them just for being associated with him; those that had haunted him and forced him to leave to protect his people.
Everything he did was for them; to protect his village and his people and the ones he loved.
Or... was it?
He couldn't remember, not anymore. Not really. He doubted everything about his memories now; he doubted his own name half the time. Who was to say he really was Kenta, the real Kenta Inuzuka that had been a leader and a hero to some. Who was to say his memories were real and that he wasn't some brainwashed sleeper agent or something.
He would find out soon enough. He was home, or nearly so. He was in the village anyway; slipping back into the country was easy enough. Only a Senju had more claim to the forests of the Konoha than an Inuzuka; there was nothing that could stop his clan from moving through the forests unseen and unknown but another Inuzuka, and he'd avoided them all. One of the few major problems his clan had, they were creatures of habit and conditioning, as all dogs were; so they used the same trails and paths and relied on their senses for the overlap, but with god timing and the right knowledge, that could be used against them. No one noticed him sneaking past, no one saw or heard or sensed him moving up the mountain and into the village. The forest was ancient and unchanging, humans only saw the small plants wither and die away, they never noticed the old trees that stood guard and marked the paths that the true beasts of the forests used to understand the world around them. Nothing really ever changed in the deep woods, not really.
The mountain was guarded, but not more so than anywhere else. For all the world to see, he was just a cloaked being walking the public paths by the time he reached any sort of civilization, not that unusual in a village of ninja to find someone walking along is a full cloak. He was causing no problems, and not in a restricted area, so the civilians just ignored him. He was fine with that, really; he didn't feel the urge to deal with civilians; nor really the ninja of the village, so being ignored was a good thing. So long as he worked within the laws of the village, he could pass right back without being noticed. He needed that animoty until he was ready.
The top of the mountain, the Hokage Mountain with the faces of all the Hokage that had ever protected the village; from the legendary Hashirama Senju up to whomever was running the village now; he'd heard of at least two since he'd left beyond the boy he'd appointed to replace him... what was the boy's name again... Takao? That sounded right. Takao was a good kid, he had the potential to be an effective Hokage in time. Young, but then again, so was Kenta, even after all these years; the youngest Hokage in how many generations? Only 18 when handed the hat... not that long ago the very idea would have incited a war from sheer shock; but now? Shit... between him, Yui, and Hikou... all snot nosed brats compared to the classical idea of a Kage... even Midnight had been pretty young, and that imposter Dengen... barely any better. Jurou, Gin... all so young. So very young, and so very green. No wonder the world had gone to shit over the years. Kids playing at being generals and leaders; not since the last Great Ninja War had people so young been leaders on these levels.
Did any of them still live? Was he the last of the children Kage? They had all vanished over the years; even in exiles Kenta had heard rumors and seen snippets of news; it was hard to know what was real and what wasn't; but he was willing to take the information with a grain of salt. Maybe... maybe...
The edge of the trees, the edge of the forest; the top of the mountain and the open space above the Monument; he had to reach it, he needed to see his village again. See the sprawling mass of humanity that he'd once dedicated his life to; that had taken his life away from him so many times yet he couldn't forsake, not truly. He was too much the child of his blood, he was too much the Inuzuka who's name and mark he carried; a 'bastard' half-blood; stupid words by stupid people, he'd known and loved and been loved by his father, a hero in his own right that history saw as a traitor because he'd left his birthplace and come to Konoha out of love and want and a loyalty to something beyond the land; a loyalty to people and family and the true loyalties of the heart. His father was a great man, and it made him burn with anger whenever his father was slandered the way some did.
His mother, his beautiful, kind, loving mother; she'd lost her birthright and her life to protect the family that she wanted and refused to leave behind. Her place at heir to the clan, her commission in ANBU and very nearly her rank as well, her job as ambassador... all lost to stay with the husband and son she loved more than her own life.
The lives both gave to protect him from the family that tried to kill him.
So much sadness in this place, so much pain and anger and grief.
So much good, so much love and happiness and joy.
His home. His loss and his love and his life.
He was home.
He was never home.
He was a ghost of a memory, walking the paths of his childhood.
Was he really Kenta? Was he just a ghost that wouldn't let go?
What was he, really?
The little park, the top of the mountain; how little the village had changed. The same little bench, the same little garden, a single marble stone carved with the names and dates of the ruling kage... familiar and aching and such a welcome sight.
It hurt so much to be home.
It felt so good to be home.
Home...
WC: 1506
Did anyone remember he'd even existed?
Did his children?
Did his husband?
Did they even exist, or was it all just a fever dream, concocted by the depths of his subconscious mind on the long nights of sickness and pain and fear; when a fire was beyond his ability and he could focus only on the next wet, painful cough that brought the idea of oxygen into his screaming lungs and aching veins. Ideas to sooth a lonely heart and shattered soul; lost to the animal within just to survive the long hell of his exile.
No... not exile. He wasn't exiled, was he? Why had he left? Something about.. danger... and plots to kill the kage... and... his children... keep them safe...
His children...
Little Hiroyuki, so tiny and pale... the picture of his father. Yuki, dark and strong and just like her grandmother, but with her father's golden eyes and her dad's red hair. Temaki, loud and bright eyed and so focused even at a day old, troublemaker from the moment she took her first breath.
Would they even know his name, after all these years did they know their father, they loving dotting father that spoiled them silly and coddled them like no Inuzuka had ever been because he couldn't imagine them suffering as he had for so many years...
Could he ever be father to them again; he'd left them without a word and without explanation; with only a letter to Michizuka sending his love and promising to be home one day soon to keep his memory alive. If his replacement had kept to the plan, then Kenta's legacy would have been wiped from the records; reduced and minimized and crushed; anything to keep his family safe from those that would target them just for being associated with him; those that had haunted him and forced him to leave to protect his people.
Everything he did was for them; to protect his village and his people and the ones he loved.
Or... was it?
He couldn't remember, not anymore. Not really. He doubted everything about his memories now; he doubted his own name half the time. Who was to say he really was Kenta, the real Kenta Inuzuka that had been a leader and a hero to some. Who was to say his memories were real and that he wasn't some brainwashed sleeper agent or something.
He would find out soon enough. He was home, or nearly so. He was in the village anyway; slipping back into the country was easy enough. Only a Senju had more claim to the forests of the Konoha than an Inuzuka; there was nothing that could stop his clan from moving through the forests unseen and unknown but another Inuzuka, and he'd avoided them all. One of the few major problems his clan had, they were creatures of habit and conditioning, as all dogs were; so they used the same trails and paths and relied on their senses for the overlap, but with god timing and the right knowledge, that could be used against them. No one noticed him sneaking past, no one saw or heard or sensed him moving up the mountain and into the village. The forest was ancient and unchanging, humans only saw the small plants wither and die away, they never noticed the old trees that stood guard and marked the paths that the true beasts of the forests used to understand the world around them. Nothing really ever changed in the deep woods, not really.
The mountain was guarded, but not more so than anywhere else. For all the world to see, he was just a cloaked being walking the public paths by the time he reached any sort of civilization, not that unusual in a village of ninja to find someone walking along is a full cloak. He was causing no problems, and not in a restricted area, so the civilians just ignored him. He was fine with that, really; he didn't feel the urge to deal with civilians; nor really the ninja of the village, so being ignored was a good thing. So long as he worked within the laws of the village, he could pass right back without being noticed. He needed that animoty until he was ready.
The top of the mountain, the Hokage Mountain with the faces of all the Hokage that had ever protected the village; from the legendary Hashirama Senju up to whomever was running the village now; he'd heard of at least two since he'd left beyond the boy he'd appointed to replace him... what was the boy's name again... Takao? That sounded right. Takao was a good kid, he had the potential to be an effective Hokage in time. Young, but then again, so was Kenta, even after all these years; the youngest Hokage in how many generations? Only 18 when handed the hat... not that long ago the very idea would have incited a war from sheer shock; but now? Shit... between him, Yui, and Hikou... all snot nosed brats compared to the classical idea of a Kage... even Midnight had been pretty young, and that imposter Dengen... barely any better. Jurou, Gin... all so young. So very young, and so very green. No wonder the world had gone to shit over the years. Kids playing at being generals and leaders; not since the last Great Ninja War had people so young been leaders on these levels.
Did any of them still live? Was he the last of the children Kage? They had all vanished over the years; even in exiles Kenta had heard rumors and seen snippets of news; it was hard to know what was real and what wasn't; but he was willing to take the information with a grain of salt. Maybe... maybe...
The edge of the trees, the edge of the forest; the top of the mountain and the open space above the Monument; he had to reach it, he needed to see his village again. See the sprawling mass of humanity that he'd once dedicated his life to; that had taken his life away from him so many times yet he couldn't forsake, not truly. He was too much the child of his blood, he was too much the Inuzuka who's name and mark he carried; a 'bastard' half-blood; stupid words by stupid people, he'd known and loved and been loved by his father, a hero in his own right that history saw as a traitor because he'd left his birthplace and come to Konoha out of love and want and a loyalty to something beyond the land; a loyalty to people and family and the true loyalties of the heart. His father was a great man, and it made him burn with anger whenever his father was slandered the way some did.
His mother, his beautiful, kind, loving mother; she'd lost her birthright and her life to protect the family that she wanted and refused to leave behind. Her place at heir to the clan, her commission in ANBU and very nearly her rank as well, her job as ambassador... all lost to stay with the husband and son she loved more than her own life.
The lives both gave to protect him from the family that tried to kill him.
So much sadness in this place, so much pain and anger and grief.
So much good, so much love and happiness and joy.
His home. His loss and his love and his life.
He was home.
He was never home.
He was a ghost of a memory, walking the paths of his childhood.
Was he really Kenta? Was he just a ghost that wouldn't let go?
What was he, really?
The little park, the top of the mountain; how little the village had changed. The same little bench, the same little garden, a single marble stone carved with the names and dates of the ruling kage... familiar and aching and such a welcome sight.
It hurt so much to be home.
It felt so good to be home.
Home...
WC: 1506