1 Spun Sugar Melts in Water [Kisei] Sun Jul 21, 2019 3:00 am
Mei-Mei
In a rare current of events, the fiery pop-obsessed dropout was nervously tugging at the hem of her clothing and a boy wasn't the topical worry. Well, no, she supposed it was a boy, just not the marketable kind. She had excitable and perhaps even desperate standards, but even she recognized the Academy Director as a non-starter. Without romance on her mind as an outlet - or even the means to be pompous or boastful - Mei-Mei had devolved without a strong skeleton to fall back on.
Growing up, this was her dream. Growing up, it had been a fantasy fulfilled more than once with the old Director -- when she was still a "good girl", still boasting the Kimura values and dominating every practice and demonstration set before her. She both did & would have excelled in this circumstance as she used to with everything, but that was all before The Event. That was before she Awoke to her Real Passion and T - well, you get the idea. She used to be a fantastic student and now she wasn't one at all, about to face-to-face with the man who could most criticize her for it.
It's not as if she had completely abandoned her studies, despite her best efforts. There was something to be said for those aforementioned "Kimura Values", and as much as she wanted to fully embrace this new lifestyle after she had so easily molded into a second skin around herself, she couldn't sit well enough with letting her entire lineage down. There was a lot of pressure there; from her ancestors, her parents, the Hokage - a cousin she doesn't think she's ever met, but his mere presence was a big shadow to fill - and even her modern fantasies couldn't fully eclipse those burdens.
As appeasement, she continued to meet with a tutor ... every so often. She kept up her practices ... at odd moments, and idly flexed her abilities ... when required. She was still, as her parents would put it - and as she'd agree - a "prodigy", yet without the motivation or practical application to do anything with that she could no more than claim to be much of anything. Not a ninja, at least. It didn't matter that she didn't want to be one. Not to her family, not to the village ... nor to the Academy, she presumed. There were standards to uphold, and for once they weren't her own. She was damn good and she knew it, but with the meager skills she had acquired before up and throwing that life away, it wasn't exactly something she could present as a defense towards the Director should he be walking in to chide her.
She shifted in her chair, one heeled foot finding space above the other to clack her non-ninja-grade shoes together and mesh fur until neither boot could be seen to start or end. A tug pulled her coat over her front, a modesty she rarely afforded to the public but one she was all too happy to employ with what she was being faced. Even now she was a shock of color, from the waterfall of red down her shoulders and back in the neatly-tidied tresses of her hair; to the loud, glittery, gilded and tinted shades of her attire and accessories. While the Kimura were prestigious they were not rich, and this high-class air was a glamour and nothing more. One she was very, very proud of her.
Still, she was here. She had obeyed the summon her parents had received, polite and/or terrifying as it might have been, and she currently sat at full attention within the Director's office. Mulling over her thoughts, and tapping her nails frantically across any nearby wood surface when those thoughts turned to concerns and further more to anxieties.
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Growing up, this was her dream. Growing up, it had been a fantasy fulfilled more than once with the old Director -- when she was still a "good girl", still boasting the Kimura values and dominating every practice and demonstration set before her. She both did & would have excelled in this circumstance as she used to with everything, but that was all before The Event. That was before she Awoke to her Real Passion and T - well, you get the idea. She used to be a fantastic student and now she wasn't one at all, about to face-to-face with the man who could most criticize her for it.
It's not as if she had completely abandoned her studies, despite her best efforts. There was something to be said for those aforementioned "Kimura Values", and as much as she wanted to fully embrace this new lifestyle after she had so easily molded into a second skin around herself, she couldn't sit well enough with letting her entire lineage down. There was a lot of pressure there; from her ancestors, her parents, the Hokage - a cousin she doesn't think she's ever met, but his mere presence was a big shadow to fill - and even her modern fantasies couldn't fully eclipse those burdens.
As appeasement, she continued to meet with a tutor ... every so often. She kept up her practices ... at odd moments, and idly flexed her abilities ... when required. She was still, as her parents would put it - and as she'd agree - a "prodigy", yet without the motivation or practical application to do anything with that she could no more than claim to be much of anything. Not a ninja, at least. It didn't matter that she didn't want to be one. Not to her family, not to the village ... nor to the Academy, she presumed. There were standards to uphold, and for once they weren't her own. She was damn good and she knew it, but with the meager skills she had acquired before up and throwing that life away, it wasn't exactly something she could present as a defense towards the Director should he be walking in to chide her.
She shifted in her chair, one heeled foot finding space above the other to clack her non-ninja-grade shoes together and mesh fur until neither boot could be seen to start or end. A tug pulled her coat over her front, a modesty she rarely afforded to the public but one she was all too happy to employ with what she was being faced. Even now she was a shock of color, from the waterfall of red down her shoulders and back in the neatly-tidied tresses of her hair; to the loud, glittery, gilded and tinted shades of her attire and accessories. While the Kimura were prestigious they were not rich, and this high-class air was a glamour and nothing more. One she was very, very proud of her.
Still, she was here. She had obeyed the summon her parents had received, polite and/or terrifying as it might have been, and she currently sat at full attention within the Director's office. Mulling over her thoughts, and tapping her nails frantically across any nearby wood surface when those thoughts turned to concerns and further more to anxieties.
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