1 Dishonor-bound |Private| Fri Dec 22, 2017 1:46 pm
Hika
D-rank
Hey, it wasn't like the name didn't beg investigation.
I've been making my rounds through the wilds - civilization doesn't do me much good at the present moment. Things that seem interesting, even if only superficially, are worth at least a little of my time. Enjoying myself is far from my lowest priority when things are the way they are. In one respect, of course, to the constant strife that was destined to occur between countries.
....at that point, I burst into a sort of internal laughter, visible to an onlooker only as a man with a slight, silent, repeated heave to his breath, chuckling without an utterance. Verisimilitude? Normality? Things I, at that moment, lacked. Then again, what kinda crackpot would ever be classed as 'normal'? A guy that can internally monologue at length about things that other people might consider trivial or absurd, and then speaking at entities that might well not exist....
No. I know you're watching, you twisted....gods? Are you gods for having the power to do this to us? So much of what's happened in the past time...am I just in denial that people are really so flawed or evil, or is it you?
The mountains subsided into hills, into dunes. The landscapes passed me by almost in fast-forward. Loneliness was, at times, a blessing - it meant that I wasn't surrounded by people who weren't aware of their own lack of agency. Maybe even the Kage, for all their might, were powerless against...whatever these things were. The ways of the animals, at least, didn't seem so contrived. Maybe their lack of usefulness meant they could live their lives in peace. Oh, what a luxury. At any rate, it wasn't worth my time to speak to those that wouldn't answer. Struggling against this sort of control...even struggling against whatever might be controlling me...a fruitless effort, maybe. Even one that I'll probably be unable to divulge for sometime.
Right. Distract yourself from existential crises via sightseeing. The arid land was, as expected, barren and all but devoid of life that dared emerge while I stepped through. Might've expected more just before dusk, though - right when it's getting bearable. The crater rolled over the horizon, revealing itself - an odd wavering of the air unsettled me. Or maybe I'd just never seen it before. Funny how lack of familiarity could just put me on edge like that... makes sense why I don't go into towns any more. Still, this must have been it - the product of a single person's rebellion against slavery. It wasn't so poetic and romanticized, however - it was one of the slaves that caused the place to so constantly burn. Was this the product of...them, too? Would these beings so readily destroy such a large part of the environment just for kicks? Was the entire slavery of those people just a setup for the one to break them all out?
My feet meeting the sheer edge of the crater, I stood contemplating the mystery of this place.
The mystery we all faced.
I've been making my rounds through the wilds - civilization doesn't do me much good at the present moment. Things that seem interesting, even if only superficially, are worth at least a little of my time. Enjoying myself is far from my lowest priority when things are the way they are. In one respect, of course, to the constant strife that was destined to occur between countries.
But don't think I forgot about all of you.
....at that point, I burst into a sort of internal laughter, visible to an onlooker only as a man with a slight, silent, repeated heave to his breath, chuckling without an utterance. Verisimilitude? Normality? Things I, at that moment, lacked. Then again, what kinda crackpot would ever be classed as 'normal'? A guy that can internally monologue at length about things that other people might consider trivial or absurd, and then speaking at entities that might well not exist....
No. I know you're watching, you twisted....gods? Are you gods for having the power to do this to us? So much of what's happened in the past time...am I just in denial that people are really so flawed or evil, or is it you?
The mountains subsided into hills, into dunes. The landscapes passed me by almost in fast-forward. Loneliness was, at times, a blessing - it meant that I wasn't surrounded by people who weren't aware of their own lack of agency. Maybe even the Kage, for all their might, were powerless against...whatever these things were. The ways of the animals, at least, didn't seem so contrived. Maybe their lack of usefulness meant they could live their lives in peace. Oh, what a luxury. At any rate, it wasn't worth my time to speak to those that wouldn't answer. Struggling against this sort of control...even struggling against whatever might be controlling me...a fruitless effort, maybe. Even one that I'll probably be unable to divulge for sometime.
Right. Distract yourself from existential crises via sightseeing. The arid land was, as expected, barren and all but devoid of life that dared emerge while I stepped through. Might've expected more just before dusk, though - right when it's getting bearable. The crater rolled over the horizon, revealing itself - an odd wavering of the air unsettled me. Or maybe I'd just never seen it before. Funny how lack of familiarity could just put me on edge like that... makes sense why I don't go into towns any more. Still, this must have been it - the product of a single person's rebellion against slavery. It wasn't so poetic and romanticized, however - it was one of the slaves that caused the place to so constantly burn. Was this the product of...them, too? Would these beings so readily destroy such a large part of the environment just for kicks? Was the entire slavery of those people just a setup for the one to break them all out?
My feet meeting the sheer edge of the crater, I stood contemplating the mystery of this place.
The mystery we all faced.
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