1 Branching Out [Private/Plot//No Kill] Sat Mar 25, 2017 7:20 pm
Kaiji Kyudoka
D-rank
The various food stalls and shopping stands of the Market District passed Kaiji Kyudoka by as he strolled down the street, nothing in particular catching his eye. It was a fine day, sun high in the sky, gentle breeze wafting about, clouds lolling across the horizon. He walked at a leisurely pace, no goals in mind, concepts lazily buzzing about in his head. "It's so... nice out," he said sotto voce as to not draw attention to the fact that he was in fact talking to no one but himself. "Not quite as nice as the forest, but there's something in the air, something about the way these people are mulling about and tending to the duties of everyday living, it's just... I can't explain it." A thoughtful smile crept across Kaiji's face. "I'm willing to bet that each and every one of these people have friends of their own, others to talk to and enjoy the companionship of... That's probably why they all look so... happy. Shopping with friends, having a bite to eat with friends, engaging in gossip-sharing with friends, ahh..." words falling away like autumn leaves. I could be a good friend to someone. In all the novels I've read, the protagonist more often than not has friends that help them, guide them, laugh with them... Kaiji was no longer conversing with himself like a madman, and had switched to voicing his thoughts within his head and not aloud. "Pffft," he scoffed. These... people, they probably still consider me an outsider, not a true Leaf shinobi. No one'd ever want to be he friend of an outsider, it's, it's... illogical. Who knows if I'm worthy of trust, or a chance even? A-and what if, what if they only like me for my eyes? I have to... have to protect these eyes. They're my destiny, my worth, more important th-than my life. "No," he suddenly spoke, not caring whether or not anyone heard him or what they thought of him, "No, making friends, that's a risk I don't know if I'm willing to take." Kaiji was still traipsing through the Hidden Leaf's local shopping centre, when he felt the tug of invading memories taking hold of him. "Friends, huh," he mouthed, stopping on the spot.
A five year old Kaiji Kyudoka sat placid in his parent's paltry garden, picking at weeds and scooping dry soil into his hands before dumping it back out again. He didn't know many words yet, which was odd for a child his age, and thus he repeated the same thing over and over: "Dirt. Dirt, dirt, dirty." Kaiji's mother looked on from the kitchen's wide window, absentmindedly doing the dishes, but missing spots of food here and there, being more concerned with her son than anything. She fretted over the boy constantly, consistently, wondering what had she done wrong during her pregnancy and how long before he'd be like the other children of the small village. While she worried, Kaiji echoed "Dirt, dirt. Dirt," neither laughing nor smiling, just toiling with seemingly no intent whatsoever. The woman staring from the interior of her home tried to focus more on the act of scrubbing the plates, silverware, and glasses, but her attention was scattered and as a result of this, a glass slipped from her soapy grasp and fell to the linoleum floor, shattering into piece upon piece of sharp shards. "Dammit!" she cursed, released from the spell of worry that her son put her in. From the loam, Kaiji paused his dirt-related duties and look up from his post, hearing the shriek of his mommy from the house. He began to stand, hobbling up from his former seated position. Noticing this, his anxious mother yelled "Kaiji no! Go away, stay away!" intending to keep the child from entering and injuring himself on the myriad razor-sharp slivers of glass. Her words frightened Kaiji to the core, not of the situation, but of the one who had spoken them. He didn't have to be told twice. Kaiji Kyudoka turned tail and ran, tears the same transparency as broken glass streaming down his face.
The only other location the five year old was remotely familiar with was the playground about a block away from his place of residence. Kaiji's village was not a large village, and the playground was very basic in its composure, sporting a single, rigid metal slide, two sets of swings, and a rickety plastic contraption that was better left untouched. Still sobbing from fear and out of breath, the lame young boy climbed beneath the slide and assumed the foetal position. His tears eventually dried up but Kaiji stayed, hunkered own and shivering.
"Oi, whatcha doin' down there? That's not how the slide works, ya know?" Where had the voice originated, Kaiji wondered. Oh no, was it his mommy again, was she here to punish him for being too close to the house still? Regardless of the voice's owner, Kaiji shrunk down even further, trying to make himself invisible if that was even possible. "Helloooooo? Did'ya hear me or do your ears not work so good? I said, you gotta slide from up here. Watch me," the disembodied voice said. Kaiji felt the slide rumbling, and despite what his mind was saying, slowly, he unfurled from his balled up position and ventured out of his safe space beneath the playground toy.
"H-hello," he meekly said, voice trembling, mind working at 110% to remember some of the words his parents had tried to teach him. Before Kaiji's eyes, another kid stood at the foot of the slide. It was a girl, at least he thought she was. Her hair was shorter than his long, dark pink locks, and straw-yellow in colour. It was tied up in a squat ponytail. She had green eyes, magical green eyes, that sparkled in the dusk. The girl's outfit was plain, a beige shirt and jean skirt, and Kaiji noticed the fact that she wore no shoes. Still scared, but a bit intrigued, he spoke again, struggling to form a proper sentence. "Wh-what're you c-called? Name, yeah, mine is, is Kaiji."
She answered immediately, ignoring his clumsy speech. "Sachiko. I'm Sachiko. Nice ta meet'cha," the girl grinned widely, extending her hand in greeting. Sachiko held her hand out for what seemed like forever, and it began to droop. "Heeeey. Hey Kaiji, you're 'sposed ta take my hand," and without missing a beat, she took his hand in hers and manually shook them, showing him just how it was done. "There, see? Nothin' to it." That smile, that everlasting smile that Kaiji was drawn to, persisted upon the strange girl's face, failing to dim in the slightest. Kaiji was dumbstruck. He felt this feeling, a weird weight bearing down on his chest as if he'd been winded by a great and powerful blow.
"N-n-nice to, to meet you t-too," he said, stuttering worse than he had ever done before.
"Ya know, you're a weird one, Kaiji. But ah I like you, let's you and I be friends, 'kay?" Sachiko said through her perpetual grin. Kaiji Kyudoka could only nod at this. It had all happened so fast. The earlier even with his mother no longer mattered, or rather, all traces of the fear and sadness that it had brought about were now gone, replaced by something new, something different. Kaiji smiled, trying to match the expression of Sachiko.
"Friends, huh."
| Present Day - 11 years later |
"Sachi..." The name resonated with Kaiji. "Sachiko," he repeated. "Why did I... What made me forget you? Sachiko, she was my friend. I had... a friend. I had a friend!" Kaiji said perhaps too excitedly, as passers-by stopped to stare. "And that means, if I was able to make a friend when I was just a boy, then making one now should be a piece of cake. Yes! It's clear now, only, there's the issue of why did I forget dear Sachi? A-also, I can't remember anything else about her..." Kaiji's excitement was short-lived. Those memories that he'd recaptured left him in a state of want. "I'll try harder, Sachi, to remember you, to not forget you again. I promise." Kaiji clenched his fists and started walking again. "In the meantime, I am going to do it. I will make a friend, just watch me world." A beaming smile, not unlike the one he'd flashed Sachiko so many years ago, graced Kaiji's face. "Wait for me, Sachi. Wait for me."
WC: 1480
| Flashback - 11 years before |
A five year old Kaiji Kyudoka sat placid in his parent's paltry garden, picking at weeds and scooping dry soil into his hands before dumping it back out again. He didn't know many words yet, which was odd for a child his age, and thus he repeated the same thing over and over: "Dirt. Dirt, dirt, dirty." Kaiji's mother looked on from the kitchen's wide window, absentmindedly doing the dishes, but missing spots of food here and there, being more concerned with her son than anything. She fretted over the boy constantly, consistently, wondering what had she done wrong during her pregnancy and how long before he'd be like the other children of the small village. While she worried, Kaiji echoed "Dirt, dirt. Dirt," neither laughing nor smiling, just toiling with seemingly no intent whatsoever. The woman staring from the interior of her home tried to focus more on the act of scrubbing the plates, silverware, and glasses, but her attention was scattered and as a result of this, a glass slipped from her soapy grasp and fell to the linoleum floor, shattering into piece upon piece of sharp shards. "Dammit!" she cursed, released from the spell of worry that her son put her in. From the loam, Kaiji paused his dirt-related duties and look up from his post, hearing the shriek of his mommy from the house. He began to stand, hobbling up from his former seated position. Noticing this, his anxious mother yelled "Kaiji no! Go away, stay away!" intending to keep the child from entering and injuring himself on the myriad razor-sharp slivers of glass. Her words frightened Kaiji to the core, not of the situation, but of the one who had spoken them. He didn't have to be told twice. Kaiji Kyudoka turned tail and ran, tears the same transparency as broken glass streaming down his face.
The only other location the five year old was remotely familiar with was the playground about a block away from his place of residence. Kaiji's village was not a large village, and the playground was very basic in its composure, sporting a single, rigid metal slide, two sets of swings, and a rickety plastic contraption that was better left untouched. Still sobbing from fear and out of breath, the lame young boy climbed beneath the slide and assumed the foetal position. His tears eventually dried up but Kaiji stayed, hunkered own and shivering.
"Oi, whatcha doin' down there? That's not how the slide works, ya know?" Where had the voice originated, Kaiji wondered. Oh no, was it his mommy again, was she here to punish him for being too close to the house still? Regardless of the voice's owner, Kaiji shrunk down even further, trying to make himself invisible if that was even possible. "Helloooooo? Did'ya hear me or do your ears not work so good? I said, you gotta slide from up here. Watch me," the disembodied voice said. Kaiji felt the slide rumbling, and despite what his mind was saying, slowly, he unfurled from his balled up position and ventured out of his safe space beneath the playground toy.
"H-hello," he meekly said, voice trembling, mind working at 110% to remember some of the words his parents had tried to teach him. Before Kaiji's eyes, another kid stood at the foot of the slide. It was a girl, at least he thought she was. Her hair was shorter than his long, dark pink locks, and straw-yellow in colour. It was tied up in a squat ponytail. She had green eyes, magical green eyes, that sparkled in the dusk. The girl's outfit was plain, a beige shirt and jean skirt, and Kaiji noticed the fact that she wore no shoes. Still scared, but a bit intrigued, he spoke again, struggling to form a proper sentence. "Wh-what're you c-called? Name, yeah, mine is, is Kaiji."
She answered immediately, ignoring his clumsy speech. "Sachiko. I'm Sachiko. Nice ta meet'cha," the girl grinned widely, extending her hand in greeting. Sachiko held her hand out for what seemed like forever, and it began to droop. "Heeeey. Hey Kaiji, you're 'sposed ta take my hand," and without missing a beat, she took his hand in hers and manually shook them, showing him just how it was done. "There, see? Nothin' to it." That smile, that everlasting smile that Kaiji was drawn to, persisted upon the strange girl's face, failing to dim in the slightest. Kaiji was dumbstruck. He felt this feeling, a weird weight bearing down on his chest as if he'd been winded by a great and powerful blow.
"N-n-nice to, to meet you t-too," he said, stuttering worse than he had ever done before.
"Ya know, you're a weird one, Kaiji. But ah I like you, let's you and I be friends, 'kay?" Sachiko said through her perpetual grin. Kaiji Kyudoka could only nod at this. It had all happened so fast. The earlier even with his mother no longer mattered, or rather, all traces of the fear and sadness that it had brought about were now gone, replaced by something new, something different. Kaiji smiled, trying to match the expression of Sachiko.
"Friends, huh."
| Present Day - 11 years later |
"Sachi..." The name resonated with Kaiji. "Sachiko," he repeated. "Why did I... What made me forget you? Sachiko, she was my friend. I had... a friend. I had a friend!" Kaiji said perhaps too excitedly, as passers-by stopped to stare. "And that means, if I was able to make a friend when I was just a boy, then making one now should be a piece of cake. Yes! It's clear now, only, there's the issue of why did I forget dear Sachi? A-also, I can't remember anything else about her..." Kaiji's excitement was short-lived. Those memories that he'd recaptured left him in a state of want. "I'll try harder, Sachi, to remember you, to not forget you again. I promise." Kaiji clenched his fists and started walking again. "In the meantime, I am going to do it. I will make a friend, just watch me world." A beaming smile, not unlike the one he'd flashed Sachiko so many years ago, graced Kaiji's face. "Wait for me, Sachi. Wait for me."
WC: 1480
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