26 Re: This Is the Bitter, Not the Sweet. [Flashback/Bokuden/No Kill] Sat Mar 22, 2014 12:40 am
Bokuden
D-rank
Bokuden gulped down his drink which combined with the several he had consumed before Misoka had even arrived, began to take effect. He let out an amused chuckle at Misoka’s comments about men trying too hard. “Yeah, I don’t think that’s the problem,” he said, still laughing a bit from before, “More like men are told their whole lives by other men and women alike that it is their job to court women and be assertive, and compliment them, and blah blah blah. I mean, that is why some men can seem to be a bit too pushy. Then you have the exact opposite problem with some other guys; they are too nervous or afraid to even talk to a woman they are interested in that they lose any chance they might have had because women will almost never initiate. I can’t even blame them either. It takes a good amount of courage to talk to a beautiful woman. There is likely no compliment you can give them that they haven’t already heard and no kind action or gesture you can make that won’t be interpreted as a pass at them and met with skepticism. And my God, some women think every small gesture, turn of phrase, or smile thrown their way is a romantic approach. Like you know me Misoka, better than most. I’m admittedly a bit of a flirt, but I’m like that with MOST women. Very often my flirty comments aren’t even made with any intent. It’s just the way I’ve come to speak to women, and most of them seem to enjoy it, but then you have some that always take them the wrong way and either misunderstand my intentions or become offended.”
He proceeded to top off his glass once again and take a seat beside Misoka on the couch once again, “I’m glad that we don’t have that problem Misoka. We might both get a little worked up from time to time, but we have both come to terms with our relationship. Our love was fun, but immature and fleeting. Neither of us really knew what we were doing back then. It was just a perfect storm back then. I made the mistake of hoping that a perfect storm happens twice in a life time, but we both know that couldn’t happen. I’m glad I still have you back as a friend though. Is it weird that I consider a woman from a different village that I’ve spent realistically no time with my closest friend?” Bokuden would let out a short laugh and lean his head back on the couch to stare at the ceiling with a smile before turning to face Misoka again, tilting his head slightly to the side as he spoke, “But I guess nothing about either of us is particularly ‘normal’. Speaking of which… thank you Misoka. For being here for me, and… forget everything that I said earlier when I was upset. It was said out of emotion, you weren’t supposed to see any of that. Even so, thank you.”
Alternating sips of wine between his sentences had run Bokuden’s glass dry, leading him to place it down on the floor beside him, deciding that he was already too comfortable to get up and get a refill. A deep sigh escaped his lips as he looked down at his empty glass. “Yeah, I guess returning to the plan would probably be the best thing to do,” he began before raising an eyebrow inquisitively at Misoka and quickly shifting directions, “Wait, are you feeling okay? Your face is looking pretty red.” He wasn’t sure what exactly had caused the rouge in Misoka’s cheeks. Maybe the wine (not that he was in any condition to begin discerning the lingering effects of alcohol in others), maybe the heat (although he felt quite comfortable at the room’s temperature), but he was most concerned about another incident like the fever.
He proceeded to top off his glass once again and take a seat beside Misoka on the couch once again, “I’m glad that we don’t have that problem Misoka. We might both get a little worked up from time to time, but we have both come to terms with our relationship. Our love was fun, but immature and fleeting. Neither of us really knew what we were doing back then. It was just a perfect storm back then. I made the mistake of hoping that a perfect storm happens twice in a life time, but we both know that couldn’t happen. I’m glad I still have you back as a friend though. Is it weird that I consider a woman from a different village that I’ve spent realistically no time with my closest friend?” Bokuden would let out a short laugh and lean his head back on the couch to stare at the ceiling with a smile before turning to face Misoka again, tilting his head slightly to the side as he spoke, “But I guess nothing about either of us is particularly ‘normal’. Speaking of which… thank you Misoka. For being here for me, and… forget everything that I said earlier when I was upset. It was said out of emotion, you weren’t supposed to see any of that. Even so, thank you.”
Alternating sips of wine between his sentences had run Bokuden’s glass dry, leading him to place it down on the floor beside him, deciding that he was already too comfortable to get up and get a refill. A deep sigh escaped his lips as he looked down at his empty glass. “Yeah, I guess returning to the plan would probably be the best thing to do,” he began before raising an eyebrow inquisitively at Misoka and quickly shifting directions, “Wait, are you feeling okay? Your face is looking pretty red.” He wasn’t sure what exactly had caused the rouge in Misoka’s cheeks. Maybe the wine (not that he was in any condition to begin discerning the lingering effects of alcohol in others), maybe the heat (although he felt quite comfortable at the room’s temperature), but he was most concerned about another incident like the fever.