1 Transparency [Training/Open] Thu Aug 01, 2013 2:32 am
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No one had remembered his birthday. Not one person. It was the 31st of July, a day set aside on Isamu's calendar remembered as the day where he had been born. He was now 21 years of age, and with a sad conscience, he ventured from his home all the way to the Forgotten Well, an area off in the wilderness that most people didn't bother to even make their wishes in anymore. It was desolate and dry, covered in moss and decrepit from how long it had been sitting there, simply forgotten. He planted down next to it, and leaned back against it with a sigh.
Why hadn't anyone remembered? His sister didn't care at all, and his parents were dead, still...Yuudai didn't seem to care, Tetsuya hadn't heard, nor Boruda. Not even Shigure, the one man he had come to love in the last week. The man who had seen him for him, who had felt him, been inside of him. He loved Shigure and couldn't deny it...just now as he accepted his feelings, the very same man broke his heart. They hadn't mentioned their "encounter" at all, in the last few times they had seen each other. The barely even made eye contact...Shigure surely knew Isamu's birthdate, they had been friends since childhood, but now the blonde shinobi didn't even bother to come congratulate him.
Now, Isamu didn't expect everyone to flock to him and be extremely happy. It was just another year of life, he had simply stayed alive, it wasn't an amazing achievement that he deserved infinite praise for. But he at least expected those he loved to care, and when he didn't get that, it left him devastated. He felt so alone...he knew he was overreacting, but it was his nature. He relied on others to make him happy, but it left him dependent on them and depressed when they seemed the slightest bit indifferent. He just felt...transparent, alone. He was there, but nobody saw him. He was just Isamu, that ninja with the white hair who was annoying.
The boy had even been promoted to Jounin the day before, and nobody still gave him any notice. He figured he may as well be invisible at this point. It wouldn't affect the world in the slightest if he were to just leave without a trace, fall off the face of the planet. Grief would be an initial reaction, maybe, but within days, he would be just as forgotten as this well, which had been sitting for decades, unused, yet undisturbed, stagnant in time and preserved in its peace. Soon, years would age it further, until it was rendered to dust, once a well and then nothing. But until then, it could at least enjoy that fleeting peace...the silence...
It was decided. ANBU was the path for him. It would give him the same invisibility he already had, he wouldn't need to cut many ties, no one would even notice he was gone. He would become nothing more than a killer, an embodiment of justice, a tool of the Mizukage. The thought left him unsettled but excited him all at the same time. But he wasn't strong enough, yet; he needed to become a better ninja before he could take that position. He stood up, standing on the damp ground with a firm stance and eyes set on the horizon. "I'm going to get over this dependency on other people, no matter what it takes. I am and will be my own man, I'm going to be powerful, and I will protect this village with my life." he said to himself, as a gust of wind blew his hair.
Kuremachisu, the only living being that seemed to truly care for him, fluttered into view from afar. The hummingbird had flown all the way from the house to here, which was more than two miles total distance. He smiled as she slowed her pace, and landed on his shoulder before facing the horizon with him. Her purple feathers shimmered like amethyst, and her eyes held a sheen like obsidian. A bird of precious gems and stones, almost, in this light..."Yes, Kuremachisu. We'll become stronger together."
Training Fuuton B > A
Word Count: 725/3,000
Why hadn't anyone remembered? His sister didn't care at all, and his parents were dead, still...Yuudai didn't seem to care, Tetsuya hadn't heard, nor Boruda. Not even Shigure, the one man he had come to love in the last week. The man who had seen him for him, who had felt him, been inside of him. He loved Shigure and couldn't deny it...just now as he accepted his feelings, the very same man broke his heart. They hadn't mentioned their "encounter" at all, in the last few times they had seen each other. The barely even made eye contact...Shigure surely knew Isamu's birthdate, they had been friends since childhood, but now the blonde shinobi didn't even bother to come congratulate him.
Now, Isamu didn't expect everyone to flock to him and be extremely happy. It was just another year of life, he had simply stayed alive, it wasn't an amazing achievement that he deserved infinite praise for. But he at least expected those he loved to care, and when he didn't get that, it left him devastated. He felt so alone...he knew he was overreacting, but it was his nature. He relied on others to make him happy, but it left him dependent on them and depressed when they seemed the slightest bit indifferent. He just felt...transparent, alone. He was there, but nobody saw him. He was just Isamu, that ninja with the white hair who was annoying.
The boy had even been promoted to Jounin the day before, and nobody still gave him any notice. He figured he may as well be invisible at this point. It wouldn't affect the world in the slightest if he were to just leave without a trace, fall off the face of the planet. Grief would be an initial reaction, maybe, but within days, he would be just as forgotten as this well, which had been sitting for decades, unused, yet undisturbed, stagnant in time and preserved in its peace. Soon, years would age it further, until it was rendered to dust, once a well and then nothing. But until then, it could at least enjoy that fleeting peace...the silence...
It was decided. ANBU was the path for him. It would give him the same invisibility he already had, he wouldn't need to cut many ties, no one would even notice he was gone. He would become nothing more than a killer, an embodiment of justice, a tool of the Mizukage. The thought left him unsettled but excited him all at the same time. But he wasn't strong enough, yet; he needed to become a better ninja before he could take that position. He stood up, standing on the damp ground with a firm stance and eyes set on the horizon. "I'm going to get over this dependency on other people, no matter what it takes. I am and will be my own man, I'm going to be powerful, and I will protect this village with my life." he said to himself, as a gust of wind blew his hair.
Kuremachisu, the only living being that seemed to truly care for him, fluttered into view from afar. The hummingbird had flown all the way from the house to here, which was more than two miles total distance. He smiled as she slowed her pace, and landed on his shoulder before facing the horizon with him. Her purple feathers shimmered like amethyst, and her eyes held a sheen like obsidian. A bird of precious gems and stones, almost, in this light..."Yes, Kuremachisu. We'll become stronger together."
Training Fuuton B > A
Word Count: 725/3,000