1 : the trees raise branches high like arms in church to grateful skies [nokill/invite] Sun Mar 17, 2013 12:46 am
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Hard fluorescent light painted a film of faux frost across his open eyes. His mouth tasted like he had swallowed ash and chased it down with bleach, it tasted like death, life itself, though somehow the pain of presence was reassuring. Guilt and regret spill in fear of being spilt, someone had said that, he wasn’t sure who had nailed that thought so presently in his mind, but he knew now, and he knew keenly its meaning. Twirling his tongue, the taste of dryness and kerosene subsided. He peeled the shade aside at the bedroom window and he discovered the street empty in the streaming moonlight, the people had left. His fingers traced backwards, letting the shade’s cradle fall limp and stopping wounds of silver brilliance from piercing the candle’s solemn glow.
He was tired; four hours of sleep fuelled by memories and throwing up hadn’t been enough to sustain the womb of work that piled up before him on the rotting, mahogany desk. As he ate the protein bar and slipped the cool energy drink down his throat he perceived himself as all he was. This frightened him, it bloody scared him. Before even he understood it, he was wrapped closely in fabrics and walking down the street, a crashing sound, perhaps a cat eating moths in the middle of the night drew upwards; he followed it staring at the thinnest silver shaving of a new moon. Since nightfall he’d had little time for the sky, his gaze firmly earthbound.
Although it must have been here before, he had not noticed this fragile part of town before now. Not surprising all things considered. As if from a dream, the man pulled his feet forwards, ordering reality to intrude upon his frequent stops; he insisted that he continue further, never stop.
Lights went by his side until his gliding feet parked beneath a dim light somewhere on a street corner; the light bathed him, being absorbed by the deep black fabric of his worn coat, cascading further over the hand-me-down jeans wrapping his thighs and shins in warmth.
Some monsters are pathetic rather than murderous. Their lairs not lairs in the fullest sense because they do not lie in wait. They take to ill-kept burrows with minimal furniture and the objects of their misshapen sense of beauty. They hope only to indulge their mutant fantasies and live out their monstrous lives in as much peace as they can find which is precious little for they torment themselves even when the rest of the world leaves them unmolested. He had come to the conclusion that he was of this pathetic breed of monsters.
He was gliding along again.
The cart had no name; or rather its purpose was its name. the sign at the top of the store as you turned from the curb into the new street read only, noodles. Time had taught him that he may not be able to master his appetite. While still young, he had arrived at the conclusion that he would be a bad priest, perhaps he could make it were temptation not the nature of his dreams. The sedative wore off. Like a winch line turning on a drum, pain slowly hoisted him from his catatonic state. For a while he didn’t know where he was. Initially he did not care. Raised from a sea of torpor, he felt saturated with an unnatural sleep and longed to return to it.
Eventually the unrelenting pain forced him to care, to keep his eyes open, to analyze the sensation and to orient himself. He was standing limply on his feet under a streetlight. He smelt the faint scent of flavour and cookery; he glanced across the tar and upward to the noodle cart.
Licking his lips, he tasted blood.
He stood before a meek looking man, tasting the ramen he had ordered. The man shed his plastic shroud for now and stepped forward.
"Good huh?” he trailed from his mouth “Well,” he looked at the man behind the cart’s serving portion “I’ll have what he’s having”
He handed a strip of paper over; paying in return for a bowl of what he would soon realize was beef ramen. It was good, but nothing could outweigh the taste of blood.
His eyes closed as the hot liquids and solids poured into his mouth, caressing him, and searing his throat with taste.
He was tired; four hours of sleep fuelled by memories and throwing up hadn’t been enough to sustain the womb of work that piled up before him on the rotting, mahogany desk. As he ate the protein bar and slipped the cool energy drink down his throat he perceived himself as all he was. This frightened him, it bloody scared him. Before even he understood it, he was wrapped closely in fabrics and walking down the street, a crashing sound, perhaps a cat eating moths in the middle of the night drew upwards; he followed it staring at the thinnest silver shaving of a new moon. Since nightfall he’d had little time for the sky, his gaze firmly earthbound.
Although it must have been here before, he had not noticed this fragile part of town before now. Not surprising all things considered. As if from a dream, the man pulled his feet forwards, ordering reality to intrude upon his frequent stops; he insisted that he continue further, never stop.
Lights went by his side until his gliding feet parked beneath a dim light somewhere on a street corner; the light bathed him, being absorbed by the deep black fabric of his worn coat, cascading further over the hand-me-down jeans wrapping his thighs and shins in warmth.
Some monsters are pathetic rather than murderous. Their lairs not lairs in the fullest sense because they do not lie in wait. They take to ill-kept burrows with minimal furniture and the objects of their misshapen sense of beauty. They hope only to indulge their mutant fantasies and live out their monstrous lives in as much peace as they can find which is precious little for they torment themselves even when the rest of the world leaves them unmolested. He had come to the conclusion that he was of this pathetic breed of monsters.
He was gliding along again.
The cart had no name; or rather its purpose was its name. the sign at the top of the store as you turned from the curb into the new street read only, noodles. Time had taught him that he may not be able to master his appetite. While still young, he had arrived at the conclusion that he would be a bad priest, perhaps he could make it were temptation not the nature of his dreams. The sedative wore off. Like a winch line turning on a drum, pain slowly hoisted him from his catatonic state. For a while he didn’t know where he was. Initially he did not care. Raised from a sea of torpor, he felt saturated with an unnatural sleep and longed to return to it.
Eventually the unrelenting pain forced him to care, to keep his eyes open, to analyze the sensation and to orient himself. He was standing limply on his feet under a streetlight. He smelt the faint scent of flavour and cookery; he glanced across the tar and upward to the noodle cart.
Licking his lips, he tasted blood.
He stood before a meek looking man, tasting the ramen he had ordered. The man shed his plastic shroud for now and stepped forward.
"Good huh?” he trailed from his mouth “Well,” he looked at the man behind the cart’s serving portion “I’ll have what he’s having”
He handed a strip of paper over; paying in return for a bowl of what he would soon realize was beef ramen. It was good, but nothing could outweigh the taste of blood.
His eyes closed as the hot liquids and solids poured into his mouth, caressing him, and searing his throat with taste.