Unlike the first time Nova had met the starlight haired man, this time her frightened heartbeat did not seem to appease him. Anger would subside slowly, it felt as though Nova were being pulled from a boiling pool as the sensation would leave her skin slowly. Sitting still as she could in the seat across from her mentor, Nova's gaze would stay pinned on his figure. Beneath his robe his chest would heave as he inhaled deeply, at the same time his eyes would shift from the space behind her to her pale face and emerald eyes. Involuntarily her muscles would clench as though she were anticipating a blow so intense was his scrutinization of her. When before all she felt was intense anger, now there lie an emotion much deeper and more complex. It were one she was intimately familiar with, though not one she had expected that he would experience much less express. Loneliness. Solitude. Emptiness. Feelings that had been close companions for some time, her only reprieve often being the presence of Izumi by her side. Slightly his eyes would slide back and forth, studying her as she tried to do the same to him. Her soft words did not seem to have their intended effect. Lord Osada's hand which had been laying flat on the wooden table at which they sat would clench, his fingers leaving divots in the wood as they clawed across it.
"your...apologies."
Nova would tremble slightly as his hand would shudder with apparent rage. Up his arm and across his body, like the rumbling laughter of a madman would wrack his body though the wound would not follow. From the eerie green flow that altered the hue of everything in the room, the flickering lights under the control of Lord Osada would shift to a deep blue. Wavering as if they were real flames of such a strange color, the room looked as though it were underwater. Away from her face his gaze would slide, to his hand clenched tightly on the table. Tracking it as he moved it, watching it as though it were a strange beast rather than his own appendage, he would lift it before his face and analyze it carefully as he spoke. Though his tone was rather flat, his words would tremble in a manner that was so uncharacteristic for the man across from her Nova would have wondered if it were an act if his words were not so sincere,
"How could you truly be sorry though? You do not even know what you have truly done. It is not simply that you left child. Nor is it that I hear you have chosen to cast out Kiri from your world entirely. Those wounds stand alone and are but the obvious. Did you know I have no sense of touch? I have never felt pain or pleasure. The touch of another or even the taste of food or the hunger from none. I have been cast out since I was born as but a monster no one wished for. So it was that I eventually gained power alone. I served a purpose for a country and rose as high as I could through the ranks without actually holding any office of political value. This left me alone for some time. That is until I created the Unmei. My children born as I was as something other than human. As such they are despised for it as I am. Many students have come to my door but paid a price. A corruption. to their soul to make them more like me. I spared you this curse of ours though. Because you were the hope for my children. For my lifetime of seclusion. If one human could come to the manor, befriend us and be a part of us uncorrupted and unharmed the people would learn to love us as we have never been."
Nova had heard the man speak of many things, but his own experiences had not been a topic breached before. It startled her, the concept of being devoid of the sensations accompanied with touch. Pleasure. Pain. Hunger. Relief. All things so inherently human Nova could not imagine life without it. But within her mind was a being who too lacked those things. Though his form was of a human, no longer did blood flow through his veins or air into lungs of the puppet body of Sasori. In her mind Lord Osada had always been more human that she could imagine Sasori to be, still made of flesh and bone that could be marred if one stood the chance while Sasori's was cold and stiff and more art than life. It made her wonder if Lord Osada was aware that Sasori's voice was even now ringing in her ears though it were silent to the rest of the world.
Even more human he seemed now, letting Nova in on a glimpse on the complexity that was a being such as himself. Though she had only been able to look up to the man before, she for the first time felt as though she could relate. Feelings of loneliness and being cast out were familiar to her, though nowhere near the extend he experienced. If one such as her had been isolated for a matter as small as missing a limb, to have an aura such as Lord Osada did to keep any close would be a near impossibility. The mention of his children would strike a chord with her, bringing back memories of the young girl who had shown her around the halls of the mansion in which they resided. A mansion that Sero had invited her in to, offered her refuge and housing within. So empty it was, those young girls some of the few presences that could offer companionship in such a desolate place.
Around the edge of his arm, Nova would see a ruby droplet absorb into the crisp fabric of his sleeve. Even he could bleed. Though it were a minute expression of emotion, Nova was shocked to see a single glinting diamond of a tear roll from the corner of his eye and slowly down his cheek. As if surprised by it himself, his blood dipped finger would wipe the crystalline drop and leave a streak of crimson instead. Far more quickly than it had surfaced, the sadness and emotion were gone and hidden beneath a wave of violent anger. Away from the serene blue and back to a chaotic green the flames would flicker, his face hardening and anger flowing through his eyes once again,
"You, my hope for the future of my creation, abandoned us without even a word. And you would simply have me take it as an apology?"
Abandoned them she had. For goal that in her mind were worthy of such a sacrifice. It were not intended as a betrayal, but rather a desire to use her newfound power to help reestablish the home from which she had been unwillingly flung. A home that's positive qualities had for some reason in her mind been exaggerated so much so that it was no longer a picture of reality. One that she had chosen over a place that had welcomed her in, maybe not so much with open arms but with a stern acceptance that made it all the more impressive that she had been welcomed at all. The call to a position of political power was one that he too would know, though his a much more solitary profession than the one she pursued in the land of Wind. At that moment Nova wondered how much of her journey he was aware of, did he know of what transpired at the battle between nations at that monumental rock? Did he know that her foes in that battle had been ninja of his, no their, village? That her feet were firmly placed at the base of the efforts to bring back the village of Sunagakure?
”Lord Osada, when I left the village hidden in the mist I had every intent to return. My absence was never meant to last as long as it did... I-”, her voice too would crack as she spoke, having to take a deep breath to compose herself before continuing. Trying to speak bluntly and without the tears she knew would all to easily well in the corner of her eyes she would begin again, I went back to Suna and saw what had happened there with my own eyes. I was too weak when I left but now... I feel like I could do something there now. I had no desire to betray you... or your kin. Haka.. Miyu..” She had no way to know if words of where she had once lived would mean anything to him, or if he even cared about the fate of the land of Wind at all or if all that mattered to him was his isle and mansion and village hidden in the mist.
Slowly she would stand up and take the few steps that separated them, then would raise her hand and place it gingerly on the shoulder that still lead to an appendage. It felt warmer than flesh ought to feel, like a stone left under the hot sun all day. It was the first contact she could remember having willingly made with the man, a far different sensation than when he had grabbed her wrist with a steely grasp so long ago. Even if it were not a welcome touch she would persist, maybe through the slight contact he would feel her sincerity. Down the crisp cloth of his sleeve and to his hand and fingertip upon which that teardrop sat. With her thumb she would wipe it away and put her hand over his gingerly, “Your mansion is the closest thing I remember having as an actual home. While Sunagakure is my homeland, but there is nothing left there but sand and glass and rubble. In my heart it feels like home, but your island is material. It's real and tangible and I lived there and called it my home and you my teacher. Lord Osada I did not mean to abandon you and the others. I only desired to broaden my horizons.... and perhaps I got swept away in the tide of events. For so long my mind has been occupied by nothing more than thoughts of Sunagakure and how to go about bringing it back from dust I have forgotten where I have been and what I am meant to be..” Carefully she would look back into the eyes that had been full of only anger when she began to speak, keeping the gentle pressure from her delicate and manicured hand on his as heat radiated from it.
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