1 Double or Nothing [Syekren] Sat Jul 08, 2017 2:20 am
Daraku
D-rank
Nothing was quite working out in the way Daraku had planned. Not that everything needed to go exactly as planned in order to turn out fine; hell, half of his life was a series of mistakes and impulse decisions, and he managed to skate by just fine, but this time around it was disappointment after disappointment and the discouragement was starting to get to him. He was starting to resent the Dusk Moth Sage and his own trade as a sage, as something that he just kind of fell into because it was what his father wanted from him. Once again, falling into the perfect, ceramic mold that his father had for him since he was an impressionable kid grieving the loss of his mother. Though he loved his clan, he largely felt like an outcast, because all of his close relatives were dead and gone and all that were left were overly-formal, clean-cut, "strictly business"-types that he could hardly stand to be around for more than half an hour at a time. This wasn't to say that they were bad leaders, and in fact, it was quite the opposite. The Ishido were doing better than they ever had been, financially stable and in a long-lasting peaceful period, having reestablished their status in Sunagakure no Sato. Daraku, formerly the lodestar and paragon of the clan, was now off to the side, stuck in the past and unable to adjust to the mundane life. Beyond that, there was the fact that he knew he was one of the strongest in the village, and yet he had never gotten the shot at being the Kazekage like he'd wanted so badly, instead being unappreciated and forgotten just as he was within his clan.
Despite all of this, Daraku knew his place, and he knew that he deserved much better. He missed daily thrills, adventures, seeing the world, living by his own rules, communicating with his weapons rather than his words. Granted, he didn't miss the hallucinations and the other various psychoses, but he had gotten that under control completely in the last two years, and so if he were to hypothetically, say...run away and never be seen again in the village, there would be significantly less negative aspects. He supposed that he would be branded a traitor and a criminal again, and he would be wasting all the work he put into earning his place back in the village and the trust Suzume had put into him by erasing his crimes, but what was life but a series of unexpected events and proving one's place? He was tempted to build a new reputation for himself, regardless of whether that was someone who was revered or feared widely. Anything that would excite him, really.
Syekren was what he considered his last remaining friend in Sunagakure worth his time, and thus he made sure to meet with Sye at every chance he got. He was proud of the shinobi Syekren had become, but he also appreciated having a genuine friend in the midst of such turbulent and stressful times. He wondered how Syekren would feel about him leaving the village; he was the only person whose opinion mattered to Daraku, realistically. That afternoon, he came to the Oasis, and waited at the edge of the water, wearing baggy cotton pants, black sandals, and an orange shirt. His swords were tied to his back as they always were, and the hot sun overhead scorched his skin and left him with a radiant tan. If things continued at the rate they had been, this was to be one of Daraku's last times at the Oasis for an indefinite period, so he enjoyed it while it lasted.
Despite all of this, Daraku knew his place, and he knew that he deserved much better. He missed daily thrills, adventures, seeing the world, living by his own rules, communicating with his weapons rather than his words. Granted, he didn't miss the hallucinations and the other various psychoses, but he had gotten that under control completely in the last two years, and so if he were to hypothetically, say...run away and never be seen again in the village, there would be significantly less negative aspects. He supposed that he would be branded a traitor and a criminal again, and he would be wasting all the work he put into earning his place back in the village and the trust Suzume had put into him by erasing his crimes, but what was life but a series of unexpected events and proving one's place? He was tempted to build a new reputation for himself, regardless of whether that was someone who was revered or feared widely. Anything that would excite him, really.
Syekren was what he considered his last remaining friend in Sunagakure worth his time, and thus he made sure to meet with Sye at every chance he got. He was proud of the shinobi Syekren had become, but he also appreciated having a genuine friend in the midst of such turbulent and stressful times. He wondered how Syekren would feel about him leaving the village; he was the only person whose opinion mattered to Daraku, realistically. That afternoon, he came to the Oasis, and waited at the edge of the water, wearing baggy cotton pants, black sandals, and an orange shirt. His swords were tied to his back as they always were, and the hot sun overhead scorched his skin and left him with a radiant tan. If things continued at the rate they had been, this was to be one of Daraku's last times at the Oasis for an indefinite period, so he enjoyed it while it lasted.
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