So this isn't a rant or whatever, just me explaining why my activity is so sporadic right now.

1) some of you will remember that I lost my grandfather last January. Well, I'm looking at the very real possibility of losing my grandmother at literally any moment. Every fall, every missed meal, every surgery to fix a problem. They're all literal dice rolls on if she'll make it. Even then, we have at most a year anyway, so you can imagine the stress.

2) Others will remember, and know very well, that I took in a cat not that long ago. He of big meows, everyone's favorite weird cat. Wishbone. My baby.

He's not doing well.

He's had two major seizures tonight alone, and we can't even get him to a vet until tomorrow, because the nearest 24/7 vet hospital is in San Antonio. 6 hours away.

Anyone having flashbacks to Christmas and my old cat Thomas; well, it's that all over again.

I'm just not in the best place mentally right now; so I'm havine trouble keep my motivation up. I'm not leaving, just saying I'm going to be pretty slow at random until one or both issues has resolved; however that may be.

I totally understand you if not for your grandmother at least for the cat. I have one myself only 5 months in life and she is always having some issues, so I am going to the vet almost every week. Lilly is the name by the way. :D

I am sorry that you are going through a rough time and just remember that rl is more important

Sorry to hear that. Lost my grandmother three years ago and my two cats some 8 months later in a fire. I know your pain. Strength to you and yours, Kenta.

I am so sorry for what you are going through :(

If I can do anything to comfort you, be sure to let me know. And stay strong!

Hope everything turns out okay. Wishing you all the best.

Update:

Wishbone didn't make it.

I need to go cry, but I can't call out of work this late. Fml.

Hey hun, don't forget josie and i are around too if you wanna talk, you may remember i lost my sister early febuary too, so, i know where you're at. You know where to find me if you need to.

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Tonight, maybe. I gotta get through today before I can decompress and whatnot.

Sorry for the loss Kenta I am just returning myself from some less than fun times

Take care of yourself <3

Be strong !!

Keep your head up.

Best of luck mate!