1 a new friend?[Fukai/Private/No Kill/Training] Fri Jun 12, 2015 6:43 am
Nobari
D-rank
letting out a big yawn and stretch nobari wanted to stab out her eyes. why was she doing this to herself again? oh right, she wanted to see if the weapon shop had anything new andd unique for her to use. her three weapons she had served her great, granted not many people used them, but they still worked great. so she was going to go down to the shop today and see if she coud pick up anything else that might possibly look interesting enough to use. she didn't really feel right using most conventional weapons. although she can't really say that she has ever tried them, they just didn't feel right in her hands. so that was why she stuck with onojutsu, because it felt alot more like her. Nobari rubbed her eye as she grabbed her scythe and both of her dual ended sickle and chains.she put her sickles in their respective holsters on eiter side of her hip, then she put on her black hoodie, and then put her scythe on the holster on her back, and then she put her iwagakure headband around her neck, so it hung a little bit loose, but still tight enough no matter what she did, it would stay on. then she puled up her hood and walked out of her front door. making sure to lock it as she left. she didn't need people seeing the disaster that was her house. her most recent outbreak had caused her to tear the living room into pieces. she then turned around and tarte walking down the street.
Nobari hated being up this early. granted it was the afternoon, but she still disliked being out before sun set. there were so many people about, she was worried she might trigger a violent reaction at any point and there was so many potential victims around, she didn't feel safe. But, she had no choice in the matter. the weapon shop owner was like most normal people and only was open during the day, so this was when she had to go. she had no other choice. if she wanted to look at weapons this was when she needed to do it. for most people day time wasn't a problem. nobari let out a sigh. maybe at least she might catch Sekuro there. he was a weapon user, and so he might be picking up some ninja supplies or something. Nobari suddenly noticed a recent increase in her movement speed. was she excited at the chance of seeing that boy again? that thought was more dissapointing then how early she had to get up this morning. she knew she couldn't get too close to him, because she could hurt him. a pit of guilt settled in her stomach, as she quickly tried to change her thouughts.
The people in the streets of iwagakure seemed so lively. she wondered what everyone was so cheery about, and then she remember that not everyone has her problems, and that she would probably be a whole lot happier without them either. she wishes she was like them. worry free. didn't have to constantly keep themselves in check so they didn't actually murder people. she knew people joked about things lke that all the time. however no one actually had to stop themselves from killing someone. it was something that was natural to them. not killing every person you saw. Nobari had to stop herself., and it wasn't easy either. it was so hard. probably one of the hardest things she has done, and yet she has to do it almost every day. it was like trying to stop yourself from breathing. if someone asked that is how she describe it. and no one gve a reward for her not killing people. because it was natural to them. it wasn't a challenge to them. and she did a decent job of hiding it, that no one know anything about her condition. nobari let out another sigh. it sucked, but she had to carry on for whatever reason. maybe it was responsibility that she clung to. being the last member of her clan was alot to bare. if she died, then the clan died out with her. so it was her duty to restore it. except it was only a small branch of the main clan. it's not like her entire bloodline would die out if she did. her useeless, kekkei genkai-less, bloodline.
after a few more minutes nobari finally reached the weapon shop. she paused at the front door. took a deep breahte and then exhaled. this was it. she had to talk to people. she closed her eyes and pushed the door open, and walked inside. she could do this, she could do this. she tried to calm her nerves. being nervous and jumpy would only trigger what she was affraid of faster than if she was calm. being calm was the onyl thing she found that would make her demon go away. she walked inside and looked around. the first thing that came to her mind was the fact that sekuro wasn't here. in fact there was only one other person in the shop, besides her and the store owner. nobari, walked around looking down all of the aisles, searching for anything that stuck out to her. sadly she couldn't find anything interesting. she let out a sigh. maybe she should ask the other shopper for advice? nobari stopped dead in her tracks as that thought occured. was she crazy? well, yes, she knew that, but she meant it in a different way. was she really going to start talking to someone. something she knew triggered her disorder. that soundedd like a stupid idea, and yet Nobari's feet moved on their own. right towards the other costumer. nobari looked at his white hair as she approached him. then she said "e-excuse me. i'm a bit new to using weapons, and wanted to know what you thought a good weapon for me might be her sickles and chains where mostly concealed under her sweatshirt, but the massive scythe on her back was easily noticeable. she was definitely a weapon user. however due to her small size, nobari would definitely seem the type to not know her way around a weapon shop very well. and she genuinely wanted his thoughts on weapons.
WC:1082
Total WC:1082
CPD counter: 5 posts
Raiton Blade Training 1000/1000 words
Words for use: 82
Nobari hated being up this early. granted it was the afternoon, but she still disliked being out before sun set. there were so many people about, she was worried she might trigger a violent reaction at any point and there was so many potential victims around, she didn't feel safe. But, she had no choice in the matter. the weapon shop owner was like most normal people and only was open during the day, so this was when she had to go. she had no other choice. if she wanted to look at weapons this was when she needed to do it. for most people day time wasn't a problem. nobari let out a sigh. maybe at least she might catch Sekuro there. he was a weapon user, and so he might be picking up some ninja supplies or something. Nobari suddenly noticed a recent increase in her movement speed. was she excited at the chance of seeing that boy again? that thought was more dissapointing then how early she had to get up this morning. she knew she couldn't get too close to him, because she could hurt him. a pit of guilt settled in her stomach, as she quickly tried to change her thouughts.
The people in the streets of iwagakure seemed so lively. she wondered what everyone was so cheery about, and then she remember that not everyone has her problems, and that she would probably be a whole lot happier without them either. she wishes she was like them. worry free. didn't have to constantly keep themselves in check so they didn't actually murder people. she knew people joked about things lke that all the time. however no one actually had to stop themselves from killing someone. it was something that was natural to them. not killing every person you saw. Nobari had to stop herself., and it wasn't easy either. it was so hard. probably one of the hardest things she has done, and yet she has to do it almost every day. it was like trying to stop yourself from breathing. if someone asked that is how she describe it. and no one gve a reward for her not killing people. because it was natural to them. it wasn't a challenge to them. and she did a decent job of hiding it, that no one know anything about her condition. nobari let out another sigh. it sucked, but she had to carry on for whatever reason. maybe it was responsibility that she clung to. being the last member of her clan was alot to bare. if she died, then the clan died out with her. so it was her duty to restore it. except it was only a small branch of the main clan. it's not like her entire bloodline would die out if she did. her useeless, kekkei genkai-less, bloodline.
after a few more minutes nobari finally reached the weapon shop. she paused at the front door. took a deep breahte and then exhaled. this was it. she had to talk to people. she closed her eyes and pushed the door open, and walked inside. she could do this, she could do this. she tried to calm her nerves. being nervous and jumpy would only trigger what she was affraid of faster than if she was calm. being calm was the onyl thing she found that would make her demon go away. she walked inside and looked around. the first thing that came to her mind was the fact that sekuro wasn't here. in fact there was only one other person in the shop, besides her and the store owner. nobari, walked around looking down all of the aisles, searching for anything that stuck out to her. sadly she couldn't find anything interesting. she let out a sigh. maybe she should ask the other shopper for advice? nobari stopped dead in her tracks as that thought occured. was she crazy? well, yes, she knew that, but she meant it in a different way. was she really going to start talking to someone. something she knew triggered her disorder. that soundedd like a stupid idea, and yet Nobari's feet moved on their own. right towards the other costumer. nobari looked at his white hair as she approached him. then she said "e-excuse me. i'm a bit new to using weapons, and wanted to know what you thought a good weapon for me might be her sickles and chains where mostly concealed under her sweatshirt, but the massive scythe on her back was easily noticeable. she was definitely a weapon user. however due to her small size, nobari would definitely seem the type to not know her way around a weapon shop very well. and she genuinely wanted his thoughts on weapons.
WC:1082
Total WC:1082
CPD counter: 5 posts
Raiton Blade Training 1000/1000 words
Words for use: 82
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